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akera August 1, 2026 7:16 pm

This is the third story I read in this universe and this is the shittiest alpha of all. I'm just reading to see how long he'll suffer for. And before you tell me "he wasn't raised right. He comes from a garbage family"....Sure but so does Chase, and he is a decent human being (EDIT: as a commenter stated below, Chase did awful, harmful things that I forgot about at the moment of writing this comment so, I take this back but I'm leaving it here for context).
Also, at some point in life your shitty actions become your own and you can no longer blame them on your parents.

Speaking of his parents, I wonder what's going on there. The alpha father must've been a very abusive piece of shit and it makes me pity the omega father because he seems very sweet so, he must've endured a lot too

    nomnom August 1, 2026 2:56 pm

    this is what ive thought to until i read a spoiler ish type of comment weeks ago, something like this ml has a good(?) reason for being the way he is. something something bout how he actually cares but cares in an unconventional way/dont know why its wrong etc

    Yunoyunoyavana54 August 1, 2026 4:56 pm

    Just so u know Grayson is the best Miller and Alpha - Literally He does things that no Alpha ever can do, he is the best character growth and has the best story. Just so u know u won't find anything that makes Grayson suffer lol here both characters suffer equally.
    Grayson has no redemption arc if ur gonna expect it bcse he is already a perfect character.
    Chase is not a decent human being lmao, he is what I call a character with no character development - he shoots people for no reason, Abuses and beats down people and used to abuse his all previous bodyguards, throwing a man from an helicopter? Wow thats a decent person lol
    Grayson is way better he never abused people, he is always self defence and is always transparent about his intentions.
    Ashley is not abuse piece of shit (he is trash in parenting yes) but he has his own Novel and it's one of the sweetest novel present in this universe, he is a great husband but a bad father.
    Lol Grayson is the Best Alpha and has the best story in this whole universe lol. Kiss me if you can is the smallest story in this universe and only acts as an intro.
    Also The Whole universe main character is Grayson lol literally confirmed by the author, he was the first character she created even though she released his story the last but she made him first that's y he is in every single story in this universe

    Hanna August 1, 2026 5:05 pm

    A decent human being who bit another human being tongue, a decent human being who shot another 100+ human being, a decent humam being who threw another human being frm heli, a decent human being who traumatized other human being bodyguards that no one wanted to take the job, a decent human being who injured alot of civilian human being even im side stories.... Yeah at some point in life your shitty actions become your own and you can no longer blame them on your parents or brother..so true

    akera August 1, 2026 7:14 pm
    A decent human being who bit another human being tongue, a decent human being who shot another 100+ human being, a decent humam being who threw another human being frm heli, a decent human being who traumatized... Hanna

    I forgot some details from Chase's past and now that I recall them, yes, I would agree that Chase is no saint at all. His past actions make him very horrible. With one chapter a week and reading multiple stories at once, I tend to forget some past events.

    I'm still standing firm on Grayson being the worst alpha in all the 3 stories I've seen from this universe. Just making his brother think he had sex with a dog is enough for me to come to that conclusion, let alone everything else he did and continues to do. I'm not assuming your position on this topic since you just commented on Chase and did not try to redeem Grayson.

    Moira August 2, 2026 1:55 am

    Ofcourse, Grayson is an asshole and im not excusing that at all, but you also have to understand that he is a psychopath, and he doesnt realize what he is dojgn is wrong. He legitimately thinks he is helping chase and those around him.

    I want deny that Grayson is an asshole and has done horrible things, ofcourse he has, but you also cant jsut pin the whole thing on him. Abusive Trauma is a real thing that affects people, including Grayson, ofcourse it is his fault, but you cant blame it all on him.

    You say not to say " he wasnt rajsed right" but its true, he grew up with an abusive piece of shit father who taught him that wrong is right and right is wrong. So while its not an excuse for his actions it is a liable reason for why he acts the way he does.

    Again, its not 100% Grayson's fault for the way he turned out. He probably saw the way his father was treating his siblings and his omega father and thought "so this is how you help" or something twisted.

    As I said before, Grayson is on the ASPD spectrum, so he doesnt have that moral compass that tells him "pushing my brother in front of a bus is wrong" he just sees that harmful things are supposed to 'help' and assumes it is true. He follows his father's teachings.

    Again, I do understand that Grayson has been an ass and he definitely deserves to suffer for it, he has had a set of victims of his own and they deserve to see him get the karma he deserves and im not denying that.

    Sorry for the long ass comment lol.

    puppnotwolf August 2, 2026 4:01 am
    I forgot some details from Chase's past and now that I recall them, yes, I would agree that Chase is no saint at all. His past actions make him very horrible. With one chapter a week and reading multiple storie... akera

    "I'm still standing firm on Grayson being the worst alpha in all the 3 stories I've seen from this universe."

    Is this conclusion after you finished the desire me if u can novel? Because if it was based on the other two manhwas (one being from another series and not If You can series, and the other a lackluster with incomplete info aka kmiyc), then it's a biased conclusion.

    akera August 2, 2026 9:27 pm
    "I'm still standing firm on Grayson being the worst alpha in all the 3 stories I've seen from this universe." Is this conclusion after you finished the desire me if u can novel? Because if it was based on the o... puppnotwolf

    I did come to that conclusion after seeing him in the other stories so I do not have any knowledge of future events.The dog thing is just too much for me. But I think I will read this novel soon. I do hope he turns out to have redeemable qualities

    puppnotwolf August 3, 2026 12:24 am
    I did come to that conclusion after seeing him in the other stories so I do not have any knowledge of future events.The dog thing is just too much for me. But I think I will read this novel soon. I do hope he t... akera

    I think it's better to gain more info first. After you finished desire, then you can give a fair judgement. You can decide then. Whether you label him as the shittiest or not, at least you can say that you know all the details. That you have complete knowledge of the character and of the events. In my opinion, it would be better that a character has haters while understanding who he really is than hating without knowing everything.

    puppnotwolf August 3, 2026 12:31 am
    I did come to that conclusion after seeing him in the other stories so I do not have any knowledge of future events.The dog thing is just too much for me. But I think I will read this novel soon. I do hope he t... akera

    Its not necessary to read the novel. It just gives more detailed scenes and convo, so it's up to you. Just don't pass on this manhwa.. it's a foundation story of the If You Can series, based on how zig told us that Desire is her first omegaverse story.

akera August 1, 2026 4:57 am

everyone angry at the knight is mental. Even if he is lying by telling her she was kicked out, for all he knows, she was raped the night before and he is giving her a way out with actual money. He is putting his life on the line knowing what a cruel worthless dickhead the duke is. The fuck are you people acting like he is ruining some cute healthy romance and intervening for nothing???? So far, he is the only man around her who knows her background and still treats her like a human being.

Also, have you seen any scene with the duke? Not only did he abuse her for so long, up to recent chapters, he took her away from her fiancé to the town and acted like he is confessing and then told her to her face that he is just following what SHE wants. Also, he just forced himself on her. Just because she gave in half-way through and stopped resisting, it does not mean it wasn't rape.

So y'all are just cursing the knight and are in favour of this piece of shit?

    Cadapech August 1, 2026 3:07 pm

    They're literally all terrible. Are we sure this story isn't just tragedy only and not romance because on GOD.

    Gravenshi August 1, 2026 5:26 pm

    Well, he should not have lied to her but tell the truth. She deserves agency, the right to make decision on her own with full knowledge and understanding of the situation she is in. And spoiler, some fate/reincarnation/curse shenanigans.

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akera February 5, 2024 3:47 am

Hello, I've been racking my brain trying to remember what this story is called but I can only remember bits of the synopsis. I would appreciate it if someone can tell me the title if they know it.

At the beginning of the story, the main character goes back to where he is from. We lesnr that the masters he was with (whom he just left) were actually the people who kidnapped him when he was a child. He was experimented on and I think his masters or one of them was referred to as Poison king he endured everything and even made them like him a bit to the point of requesting to go back after years.

Now the bit I'm not sure about (not sure if I'm confusing this story with another) but I think that we see flashbacks of him as a child in which he was taught by these girls to do some sword fighting dance. I think that he later on learns that one of these girls was taken in by a master who is a woman that raises these disciples and then uses them for life force or something. He manages to save that girl along with 2 of her friends....

Let me know if any of this rings a bell

    akera February 5, 2024 5:36 pm

    I found it myself. If anyone comes across this question and is curious about the story, it's called: Sword Fanatic Wanders Through The Night

akera December 27, 2020 2:16 pm

It's called "Wicked King's Favour"

https://www.webcomicsapp.com/comic/5fe04ca68c252b7ce2335cb0


Does anyone know if it's here ? And what is its original Chinese title?

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Evie JAYFGIAYGFN April 21, 2021 6:19 pm

Your "already read" section is insane OuO

it's great to see a dedicated fan

akera April 21, 2021 8:03 pm

Haha I spend all my time reading manga. Although, I don't suggest that you read from my already read if you're looking for recommendations but rather from the lists because a lot of the time I hate and drop a manga but I still add it to my already read list (and I remove the tick that notifies me of updates). I do this so that next time I don't chance upon the same manga that I hated and start reading it again before realizing I still hate it

Evie JAYFGIAYGFN April 21, 2021 8:31 pm
Haha I spend all my time reading manga. Although, I don't suggest that you read from my already read if you're looking for recommendations but rather from the lists because a lot of the time I hate and drop a m... akera

I totally get that, atm I'm not really looking for anything new but when i finish college, I will definitely read a lot.

Hope that you're having a great time and honestly, I got to start copying you by removing the stuff i don't like. That's a amazing idea.

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