Hate is a strong word, I don't hate her, I simply didn't like the attitude she displayed this latest chapter, you can refer to one of my latest comments. I have been rooting for her since chapter 1, my heart felt for her, but as an adult, I have a huge spot in my heart and mind that tells me that bringing kids into any kind of scheme is a huge no no and there is no forgiveness or exceptions to this rule, harming an innocent child for life is never the answer to anything, I wasnt even gonna complain if it was Anakin only, I would feel sad and bad for him, but as soon as she decided to reveal the full plan to a literal kid, nah, unless she decides she doesn't want to do it anymore, apologises and reflects deeply on who she's hurting with these actions that I see came from a desperate place, I can't be happy for her happiness if it is gained by trampling on the people who cherished and cared for her and by destroying a child's life forever. That is not something I can debate over, even though I usually am the type to simply agree to disagree with others and I don't really hate people for their opinions since we all have different ways of seeing things and the world, even though this is simply a novel so a work of Fiction, it is still very hard to shine a good light on a kid traumatiser. Once again, hope she repents and hope the kid is alright.
I wonder if that conveyed my view points properly, feel free to disagree btw, it is after all only a novel.
Btw. I just started this Manga called 'Sensitive Boy' ah, it's only the first chapter and I'm crying already, it's so sad yet also sweet and amazing, this is my first time seeing a story about a boy who got graped and how he is trying to heal and the ptsd from it, see even though it happened so long ago, it will hardly leave your mind, you can make yourself think that you're alright but are you really? Still, for once the perspective is from a guy's point of view and I hope we can all support such strength, men and boys need to know that they can be heard and are cared for too, they shouldn't hide it as if they did something wrong, girls would hide it not so long ago as well, so let's help them up with us too!
Nah, she's gone too far, making others shoulder such huge guilt and responsibility for the rest of their lives while you live cosy in your og world that you don't even remember, that's where the line is drawn, to even bring a kid into this all and give them ptsd like that, also y'all who are on her side need to use your brain. If a grown woman told you to get her killed while you're like 5 years old, you think it's okay? You'll be able to live happily after that
Now, she's truly a villainess who really deserves the worst, at least I won't feel bad anymore for her. And I get where she comes from, actually as someone with immense depression for more than a decade, but she, she's not doing it cause she wants to die, she's doing it to go back to her own world and be happy there, she could've literally just waited and done nothing and just live normally, but she just had to bring all these people in her mess, even harming the kindest and most innocent people of all, she isn't who she used to be anymore and I don't stand with bullies and abusers.