should i pick this up again?

Depends on why you dropped it. Personally I can't drop this even tho it stresses me out so so so much because the intrigue and tension has me captivated

i dropped it because i forgot about it.

Hmmm. In that case if you'd like to be stressed with gorgeous art and a mind games couple that barely like each other (lusthate? Is that a thing?) it's worth picking back up. But if you lost interest/forgot before I can't say for sure if it'll happen again maybe I'll leave it up to someone else to recommend

ill pick it back up.