if you take like top 10 yaois under the mature tag im sure at least half will be this
anyways read at your own discretion bc these are actually horrible and i wish i could take steel wool to my eyes after cursing myself with reading them ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ :
jinx, killing stalking (the og delulu uke and demented seme fr), bj alex, sand castle, why are you so kind to everyone but me (its only kinda for the first while but angst is coming either way), uh and i dont think ive subjected myself to much else than that. i can reccomend some to positively purify your soul after you read those too
Gimme everything possible where seme treats uke really bad and takes him for granted, it’s heartbreaking for uke but makes everything frustrating cause he can’t and doesn’t want to leave seme no matter how much he suffers lol.