Dear ML: snap out of it. Enough with the brainwashing that you should hate her. Enough with hating her as a way to deal with your own survivors' guilt (enough of making yourself feel guilty for loving her because you think it's a betrayal of those who died at her father's hand, or because it'd make you unworthy of being the only one that survived her father's bloodshed). Enough of thinking that the only way she won't feel disgust at your body carved with that "I'm a rentboy" message is if she also feels worthlessness.
And, more than anything else... Enough of sacrificing your own happiness for that country, for effing sake, Mr ML... You've already freed it! Now you leave the government to someone else and go live your own life! Preferably in some other country, too (and we all know you'd definitely want it to be *with* miss blondie)
Dear ML: snap out of it. Enough with the brainwashing that you should hate her. Enough with hating her as a way to deal with your own survivors' guilt (enough of making yourself feel guilty for loving her because you think it's a betrayal of those who died at her father's hand, or because it'd make you unworthy of being the only one that survived her father's bloodshed). Enough of thinking that the only way she won't feel disgust at your body carved with that "I'm a rentboy" message is if she also feels worthlessness.
And, more than anything else... Enough of sacrificing your own happiness for that country, for effing sake, Mr ML... You've already freed it! Now you leave the government to someone else and go live your own life! Preferably in some other country, too (and we all know you'd definitely want it to be *with* miss blondie)