Please say that louder, and the last line even louder. Also, until now I thought he atleast feels some remorse for blatantly cheating on Taehwan, but now he's admitted that he wanted the both of them?? Is he combining past and present or is this shitty person actually saying that he was glad when Minho came back and 'wanted' him while he kept wanting for Taehwan to 'want' him too? Because now that's a new low. Shockingly this worse thing just became the worst.
Yeah I feel like that was an admission that he cheated because he wanted to feel wanted by both of them. The first time he cheated he absolutely did it for himself and his own feelings 100% and I can't get past that, especially with that confession. He's broken trash who is content to harm others just like what was done to him. I don't see how he can be healthy without being a better person and getting therapy both. Even now he's more sad that he lost one of them than for hurting Taehwan.
Exactly. I think the first time he just blew his thoughts way out of proportion and thought that it's over with Taehwan now even though it was all his fault. It actually could've been anyone not just Minho at that moment who if they had provided him some 'warmth' he'd have slept with them there. And you're absolutely right, he does feel remorse for betraying Taehwan but not more than the fact that he's 'lost' what he had, not to mention he still, after doing all that and returning, though that Taehwan is going out to hang out with that girl. I say this because in the raws also during the time he's here with Minho now, he's constantly so to say unhappy because apparantly he wants to go home to Taehwan but I really wonder what if Minho treated him really well? Would he still want to go back? Maybe yes because tbh during the first time cheating, Minho was comparatively acting ok and as Woojin wanted him to, to keep his mind busy. Woojin then wanted to keep it as a one time 'mistake' and forget about it(All this makes Woojin a really trashy and sick person but looking objectively). Then Minho started blackmailing him and he said he'd rather cheat more than admit the truth. So I think he was content with Taehwan but got stuck and he's just gone insane now. I think it's more of a I wanted you then and I want him now , so he said both, because one thing he always knew for sure is that Taehwan would never forgive his cheating, and now even if he has Minho he's just wailing like he didn't just break someone's heart into a million pieces. Actually he doesn't even know any right or wrong he's just looking at momentarily relieves and rest. He can get it from anyone. But he loved Minho in the past and feels for Taehwan now so when he comes to his senses he suffers from his actions and feeling for Taehwan, the rest of the time he's busy cheating.
Well it make sense to be honest. He wants anyone to love him so anyone will basically do. His trauma literally set his relationships to fail.
But it doesn’t excuse his cheating. He knew what he was doing and he was not brainwashed or controlled to go over to Minho. He purposely hurt Taehwan and has the audacity to say he broke his promise to not leave first.
He also made the decision to be dishonest and continue cheating when he chose to hide the truth from him. Even if Minho blackmailed him into having sex, he could’ve chose Taehwan and had Minho tell the truth, so then he wouldn’t be blackmailed.
I would understand if he had hid the cheating out of fear of Minho blackmailing Taehwan’s safety but no, it was just him cheating.
Exactly
I don't even feel bad for the bottom anymore. Like my heart is colder than ice and I feel nothing for him or what he's going through. His moping and crying only make me hate him more. He's saying things that should be said at least, but I don't really care. Trauma doesn't make up for re-traumatizing someone else with your baggage.