It's a dramatic technique that you may see in kdramas or similar stories. They start art some dramatic moment (or some seeming dramatic moment (a knife near the throat/tattoo, the snow falling for effect, the haunting words) then BAM flashback...and you have to keep going back again and again till they get to the point where they explain it, and by that time they will have several other subplots you will need to see resolved, so you will keep waiting for the next part.
Story tellers are kind of like crack dealers.
As ar as i understood he was talking abt his feelings for lucaon.
*Shrugs* Kyon's a servant, not a slave, and Ryan and Karis would help Kyon if there was an issue, and Kyon knows it. Up till now, Kyon's been the one always pursuing Lucaon, and Lucaon's biggest threat is that if Kyon won't do as Lucaon wants, Kyon can go back to his room. It's seems to me like it would have to be something more than what we have already seen--But I guess we'll see.
"I should have never gotten caught in the first place "
Gotten caught about what?
(Is he makes a terrible mistakes),
(He falling in love with the master),