Alright(^^).
Read these then...
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tsuki_to_kin_no_shangri_la/( I cried from 1st chapter)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/an_unbelievable_story/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/500_nen_no_itonami/( this has an extra as well)
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/december_rain/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/timeless_melody/
Someone recommend me a BL similar to "10 years I loved you the most" I want to cry I want to ruin my life again....