if tj dies i'm killing myself

Already talked about it in a past comment, but TJ is someone I relate to painfully. I really fucking want him to get better, to be happy in his own right. Doesn't mean I want him to be w Ian though, I think he needs to move on and get away from the life he's been stuck in. He needs a fresh start. He deserves one (at least for now.)

anyways. God for fuck if he dies I will be so fucked up dude. Urrhrhghhhhh. My heart already aches. Obviously- it would be better if he died than if he became a horrible person, that would make me even more sad (This purely coming from a story writing perspective lmao), but... I hope neither happen bro.