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oml, I don't remember everything but the biggest problem is chapter...41-42? I think those were the chapters.
Seme thinks uke is abandoning him so he goes to where he is, shoots him three times, takes him back to his house, continuously rapes him while he's injured and even threatens that he will "kill him next time" and it happened so fast there's like no time to even process it happening bruh
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That white haired big backed rat ceaser shot bro like 3 times when he was trying to escape him and everything to do with the mafia like a sane person and fucking raped him for A WHOLE FUCKING WEEK and basically paralyzed him to do anything he wants with him without him being able to leave and worst part is that he has no empathy whatsoever and doesn’t care if he dies and what do you think the Mc did an that? BRO FUCKING WAITED FOR HIM LIKE A DUMBASS DOG AND WORRIED AB THE BITCH THINKING HE DIED LIKE WHAT BRO LIT TRUED TO KILL YOU OMG and what makes my blood boil is that all that bitch had to say was “I’m sorry” for him to forgive him like OH MY DAYS ARE YOU SLOW MY GUY??? IDGAF AB WHAT HAPPEND TO BRO HE NEEDS TO BE CHOPPED UP LIKE THAT BUTLER HE KILLED
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i'd get it if the author was trying to have their character have stockholm syndrome or wtv tf it is. some psychological reaction to the toxicity but bro it's so obvious most author don't aim for that and LATER claim they did ojust to not face backlash when its so obvious theyre GLORIFYING it or sumn.
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the difference between enjoying dark fiction like psychological genred stuff vs these are that most of the bls like these just glorify them, have bad writing and seem to not handle the genre well. it even seems like they're doing it with the mindset "this would be so cool" or "some little angst and then we're up again". idrk how to word it but if u read something like ks ig or so, compared to this, ks doesnt paint the characters as good people and still handles the genre better than crap like these where the authors just seem like they aren't even selfaware its bad and think its hot. ig like how booktok girlies thirst for unhinged shit and then when told about how weird it is they go "its MEANT to be dark". (cba reading this and just writing out my thoughts so idk if this will get through u lolol)
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thats okay and all but you have to admit its weird if the author itself didn't intend for it to go that way nor wrote it with that genre tweak in mind. ks isnt the greatest example but i cant think of anything better that most would know too lolol. and sure, lets separate the work from the creator but when the work is so obviously framed to glorify it it becomes weird. like jinx forexample, where its so obvious the aim is just two guys fucking with a subplot (the subplot being A PLOT) & full of non-con some-con ig. i hope u get what i mean but it just feels icky and makes me wonder what the appeal is if the work itself is weird. sure, its meant to make u feel weird abt reading it, but when framed like that its odd. just flat out weird. (lord i keep rambling sorry!!!!)
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yeah, I think what’s throwing you off so much is the fact that the author doesn’t plan to make him better. Usually like the plot is they get better they love each other. But they just have a weird type of obsession or at least Cesar does. There is no saving or a redeeming ply if they just keep pushing it because that’s who he is and he’s not changing. That’s why mc just accepted it and moved on. When I was reading it, I was upset because he just kept doing stuff and he wasn’t getting any repercussions for anything. But this is the type of story that is, he doesn’t get better doesn’t wanna get better. He doesn’t realize that he hast to get better because he doesn’t. He got the MC being who he is. He’s a bad person and he’s gonna stay a bad person. I’m more for a redeeming kind of plot than just, “he’s a bad person but, oh well”. But I can see the appeal and I do like the story.
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although i don't expect a sudden 180 switch of him doing better and even don't mind if he got worser, i guess the issue is how the story doesn't make it out to be a problem in itself. (i havent read it nor intend to because i heard all sorts of bad stuff abt this story and believe it to be like jinx). i can handle a plot where everyones bad too if the story MAKES the character out to be a bad guy and not just some "hot guy who got away with it ajd forgiven" thing yk if that makes sense.. i don't hate redemptions either and do like them when done too and also if the character crashes down mid-redemption because it's obvious there will be failures in change, and if a character wont ever change to begin with. my fault with most stories is hust that tthey dont PAINT the character as a bad guy and will instead make them out to be this guy whos just got flaws but he's hot so just forgive him and thirst for him. like booktok weirdos
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Look, it's understandable it if you personally are upset because the story didn't present its themes a certain way. Its completely normal. What isn't is you accusing people who DO enjoy it as "fucked in the head".
It doesnt matter if it's glorified. I cannot stress this enough. Booktok girlies should be able to enjoy their silly books without people assuming the worst. Just because the story isn't pulling an author's note to assure the reader that "Hey guys!!! This is bad!!!! Get it????? Super no-no behavior!!!" Doesnt mean the readers don't get it.
We know it's deplorable, no shit Sherlock. We enjoy fucked up characters regardless.
Your behavior is not a great look. Please educate yourself because you are engaging in reactionary nonsense that could harm real people.
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If that’s what you’re looking for this story is not for you and I cannot stress that. He’s not going to get better. There is no redemption arc. This is who he is. The MC has come to realize that and loves him regardless but there is no redemption arc because he doesn’t want to be redeemed. He just wants to love the MC. If you and I know that he’s not a good person then why does the author have to tell you that he’s not a good person. You’re reading the story you know he’s a bad person, you know he’s doing deplorable things, but it’s a story you have to separate life from fiction. I don’t need to know every five chapters that he’s a bad person. When I know he’s a bad person he’s an evil person. I know that he knows that it’s not hidden it’s not disguised I don’t need to know every five chapters that he’s a bad person. When I know he’s a bad person he’s a evil person. I know that he knows that it’s not hidden it’s not disguised it’s in your face enough as it is.
This is the worst fucking shit I’ve ever read. You can’t even defend this it’s so bad if you like this you’re genuinely just fucked up like I’ve seen bad shit in bls but what the actual fuck?