when he said nobody celebrated his bday I was like why do I feel like crying? .....oh. I remember now.
I would love to give you words of condolence, but only secret that I can share is that healing is possible, and only way out is going in and do some introspection and work on yourself, there is a whole journey in front of you still. You are wonderful regardless of who you think you are

I can relate. I have a trauma that I experienced, similar to the two of them. Time has passed, but the memories still linger, haunting me even now. I've already forgiven those who made me this way, but the scars... they’re still there, like a shadow I can’t escape.