I’m trying to look for a bl

I’m trying to look for this bl I started on here once that I forgot the name of and I had a different account at the time so I can’t look back at what I read it was about a like a high school guy that would think about how cute he was and he’d think and talk about that until one day he over heard a couple guys and his childhood best friend talking and said something about him not really being all that cute so then he got sad started to avoid his childhood best friend and then they make up or something and start to date I believe I’ve tried to find it and I can’t so if anyone knows what one I’m talking about please let me know I really wanna go re read it and see what happens from where I left off ╥﹏╥