Death would have been better

Could you spoil cause this way more than I thought and now I'm unsure if I'll continue

Well I finished the novel a couple months ago so my memory is still a little shit but the Ike gets gangbanged again towards the end really badly which makes him be in the hospital cause he was like at a risk of dying after that he gets his memory back but now he has suicidal thoughts and hallucinations of the men who graped him making him go insane and scared to go out in the end the seme gets worried he takes pills to become better and he uke KINDA has to live with the seme cause he’s scared of doing anything without him cause of all his trauma, so yea it ends with them together I don’t think they like each other I just know it’s the seme helping him go through life without the uke ending himself at the end

It's not good at all... spoiler***



I hate to leave something unfinished and impatient because it want to know what happens and the link to the light novel is in the comments somewhere. I wished i diddint read the light novel the manga may have been tamer. The simplest way to put this is there is no love in this story . Just dominance and fear . The MC Jimwook was trash.. he assaulted the ML when they were in middleschool. But later ended up losing his memories because he got hit in the head with a bat by a guy name Lee woojin who ended up being a gangster and convinced the ML to take revenge. Which in a way you could find it justifiable in what he is doing .. but as you read it, it is nothing but rape, gang rape, beastiality, and torture. But he won't let the MC kill himself .. it's just sad. IMO it is just beyond revenge. I normally don't get bothered by this since it's fictional. But reading it just disgusting.. but going to drop it since it can't see depictions of what I read. Truly disturbing. This is more disturbing than the authors past writings.

I am now going to read Define the Relationship and some other fluff .. this is so sad .. I want to cry

Fuckkk, beastiality??
Ml is fucking insane, the mc was an a bastard but ml is like taking a step too much