Well I often draw humans but sometimes animals too. I like to draw in my own style and realistic. So yeah
Well, today didn't happen much, except I lent Elaine my umbrella.
And I was very tired
The sketch of my drawing for Elaine's birthday is finished! I wished you could see it...
Are you still there? If so, I've got a lot to tell you!
( I was writing this on Friday )
Today didn't happen anything special, except in PE. We were playing team games that included running. I'm shit at running and sport in general, but I always try my best.
Anyway, I was picked last. Of course.
And Elaine was in another team.
Do I need to like,to talk to my classmates more? In primary school I was always picked last too. I mean, I have some people In my class I like and talk to sometimes.
But in my team wasn't anyone I liked at least a little. On top of that, Anna was in my team.
I hate her. She mocks me and my close friends, because we like k-pop and anime. Anna said k-pop was shit and she mocked the language.
I was so angry. And she blasphemed ( that word sounds weird ) about my friends because they hold hands and feed each other and stuff.
Just to prevent making things more difficult:
I have 3 close friends, Elaine, Josie and Jule.
Josie and Jules are super close and I sometimes wonder if they are dating.
Anna asked me one time about what I thought of Josie and Jule holding hands.
Anna also was like "Don't you think it's weird?
I mean, they're both girls. "
I wanted to honestly express my opinion, and say that they could be with whoever they want. But being the loser I was, I just said I didn't care. Anna is such a douchebag, I want to punch her. But I don't.
She sat next to me and laughed, just because Jule didn't catch the ball. God, I hate her so much. But I can't just tell her that, because I'm a whimp. The worst part is, that she always tells me such things when Elaine, Jule or Josie aren't around.
In religion class they aren't there, because they are in LER. Then Anna mocks me and them. Nobody seems to mind it that much.
The teacher doesn't even glare at her.
He just ignores it. The other students sometimes join in, but they think it's just fun and playful. I don't think so.
I told Jule about it, but she said I could just play along and take it as fun.
I certainly won't ever do that. I think it's disrespectful that Anna talks about these things like that.
And I hate Luca too. Sometimes I ask myself if she really is that dumb or just acts like that to annoy me.
Gosh, this is long. I hope you're reading this!!! (●'◡'●)ﾉ
Pls replyyyyy I've been refreshing the page every 5 minutesssss
Aaaaaa I'm sorry I just need to let my emotions out!
I feel like exploding because of feelings right now! My heart is beating so fricken fast and I can't concentrate on my shitty homework!!!! I was thinking about how it would be if I confessed and Elaine accepted my feelingssssss and how we would move in a nice little house together
I'm exploding right now
This just happens sometimes and I can't stop myself
Halp
I think I'll tell Josie. Possibly. I just can't hold it in any longer. Or I won't tell her...
But I think I tend to telling her
But maybe I'll regret it
And when Elaine sends me heart emojis I'm like holy shit
Dear god I think my little sister is in her emo phase
Plssss answerrr I'm desperate
Y u no like me
This is not really a manga related question, but whatever.
Alright, there I go: How does being in love with someone feel like?
Do you feel like doing something sexual to her or him or do you just like holding hands or hugging? I really want to know, because I feel more like holding hands, hugging or cuddling. Is it then still love or just liking a friend like a best friend? I guess kissing wouldn't be disgusting to me or something but sexual things would be. Sorry for the long text, but I really needed getting that out of my mind.