I suddenly had a thought that if my stalker was handsome and rich, paid attention to me, I...

nah you won't, you'd be scared shitless
don't ask me how I know

plz dont romanticize stalkers
its seriously creepy.. no matter how attractive they are

Real stalkers aren't like the ones u see in bl girl

Oh ok

I’m a guy. Obviously hence why I specified the factors like: paid attention to me, etc.

They don’t need to be stalkers, they should just want me that much.

I’m not. I’m just saying FOR ME, and I’m not talking about the super unhealthy stalkers. I obviously know stalkers in general aren’t good hence my: lack of self respect.

But cmon I don’t wanna work daily to freaking live. So it would be nice to have someone that wants you this much enough to provide for you (it doesn’t even need to be a stalker. I just read a stalker story so I guess it fed off that).

I had stalkers and yes they’re scary, not those type I meant. I mean the ones that actually aren’t controlling, respected your space and consensual. I only wrote this post without thinking much, after reading this cute story about some stalker dude but he is pretty green flag.

It doesn’t need to be stalkers. I just want someone that loves me enough to want me if that makes sense, not that I’m a burden or anything.

Thanks for your input, I sense no judgment

Stalkers can never be healthy, stalking itself is an extremely fucked up thing to do. Stories can paint them good, romanticize them all they want but they can in irl ever be a green flag, please be mindful of that.
I understand where you're coming from, your inherent yearning but please never consider such a harmful thing. Stalkers do not commit that act because they love you but they want to control you.

Okay well I genuinely don’t care if it may not seem morally fine to some, and I said specifically those that don’t want to control so that doesn’t apply here.

I’m not telling anyone stalking is fine, thanks for worrying though. I’m just at a point in life where I’m fine with a sugar daddy, I guess that’s a better wording than stalker.

I guess to better word it, I’d like stalkers like those fictional ones where they aren’t controlling, more like online stalkers but not physically following— and genuinely wants best for you. Stalking is still wrong nonetheless and if they don’t stop, then I wouldn’t go on.

Also guys, don’t worry. I swear I sound delusional but it was just a thought of mine and decided to share, finding it ridiculous. I’m grown enough to understand morals.

hey as long as ure not obsessing over an idealized version of stalking & being blind to the actual problems then its whatever

i guess everyone has their fair share of strange things they're into lol
dont go around saying that to the wrong crowd tho.. u might get burnt at the stake

My bad if I sounded like a delusional creep. I swear I’m just done working and idealizing the thought of having some provided lmao, it doesn’t even need to be a stalker, better if not. I guess I’m more so wanting the love that they’re able to do anything for me.

I’m actually majoring in behavioral neuroscience, I should know better haha. Just a fantasy basically! Of course of course, I know best to keep it in media no footprint.

Salem witch trials no more

lol yea no offense, u really sounded delusional.. i thought u were a 14 year old girl obsessed with dark romance

anyway ,, behavioral neuroscience sounds lowkey cool.. what can u do with it anyway? can u do something to my brain so that i can finally get good grades in econ ?

well i hope u fufill that fantasy or something lol
goodluck finding that person who'll do anything for u

Dang okay, thanks for your honest input! I was also thinking I sounded like a middle schooler after rereading lmao.

Behavioral neuroscience...isn’t the best or flexible if you want to work right away after graduating, and not going to medical school. It’s best for those that wish to go into medical school, at least for me since it covers half of the medical school’s entrance exam/MCAT.

Or if going to do masters.

If I become a neurosurgeon, I should be able to freely operate on you (just kidding, I know you’re broke).

I think by the time I’m done with medical school, I don’t need anyone to spoil me haha. Just idealizing the thought of it, but realistically I’d probably feel burdened by being spoiled (as that’s not what I’m used to growing up).

You’re in Econ? How is it? Your passion or just doing it?

I really hate econ but theres nothing much for me to do. I actually wanted to be a performer and get into acting or artist or something but that's just a pipe dream tbh

I'm really not into it but hey if it'll help me pay the bills i aint complaining

anyway u sound wise and all with that med student shit
sorry for assuming u were some 14 year old lol

goodluck with ur medical journey and stuff
im not really smart so i didnt wanna join med school
and i suck at maths so engineering is a no go.. same with law..

actually psychology sounded cool but lowkey im too dumb for that shit
anyway, the chat is getting off topic, i hope u get u get into that med school of urs.. please give me a discount if u operate on me! how did u know i was broke