Same. I even killzoned some guys that were interested in me out of reflex. Not that I liked them in a romantic anyway, but I said extremely hurfull things to be heard from a crush because I thought they were fucking around.
Dude same. I remember every single embarrassing thing that happened to me. All the bullying, the name calling, the fact that people didn’t call me by my actual name (even teachers), the fact that boys would hit on me because I was the transfer girl and they thought I’d be easy and stuff and it still haunts me. I would not be able to laugh it off and accept an apology like MC did. She’s so much stronger than I am. I’d like to think I’d kick them in the balls but I think I’d run away and cry.
okay but i relate to mc so bad becuz omg i remember shit that i literally shouldn’t gaf about anymore unlike mc guys would fr jokingly tell me they had a crush on me and it made me think that if anybody had ever showed interest in me romantically they would just be joking about it cuz they lost a bet to their friends, anyways i hate that it still affects me to this day even tho it’s been like a decade since it’s happened