I've been in the same situation before. It was too toxic. My partner drained me emotionally and mentally. Feels like i was drowning without him and when I'm with him I could lift my head just above my lips barely able to breath. I thought his crumbs were delicacies. In the end, it was me who saved myself. It was myself that i needed to love not him. I left him. He was a mess for a year without me but he found someone else. I am now single for 8 yrs. I still love him. And my heart still ache with the though of him. I still crave his touch and yearn for him. But i am in a much more better place than when i was with him. I am single by choice. I am too traumatized with relationships that I don't entertain suitors at all.
I've been in the same situation before. It was too toxic. My partner drained me emotionally and mentally. Feels like i was drowning without him and when I'm with him I could lift my head just above my lips barely able to breath. I thought his crumbs were delicacies.
In the end, it was me who saved myself. It was myself that i needed to love not him. I left him. He was a mess for a year without me but he found someone else. I am now single for 8 yrs. I still love him. And my heart still ache with the though of him. I still crave his touch and yearn for him. But i am in a much more better place than when i was with him. I am single by choice. I am too traumatized with relationships that I don't entertain suitors at all.