I read this yaoi a long time ago and I've been looking for it everywhere but I don't remember the title and it sucks cuz its always at the back of my mind.
The uke likes
He posts pictures of his feet wearing different heels.... please I forgot the rest. Can someone help me find it???
welp, I found it haha. Here you go http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/why_did_men_stop_wearing_high_heels/
I've been in the same situation before. It was too toxic. My partner drained me emotionally and mentally. Feels like i was drowning without him and when I'm with him I could lift my head just above my lips barely able to breath. I thought his crumbs were delicacies.
In the end, it was me who saved myself. It was myself that i needed to love not him. I left him. He was a mess for a year without me but he found someone else. I am now single for 8 yrs. I still love him. And my heart still ache with the though of him. I still crave his touch and yearn for him. But i am in a much more better place than when i was with him. I am single by choice. I am too traumatized with relationships that I don't entertain suitors at all.