jiwook and his gang raped juyeon when they were in high school? or middle school? juyeon had a crush on jiwook and jiwook took that and raped his severely and sent the videos and pics to his mom causing his mom to go crazy and it ruined his life and he’s been in therapy for years. jiwook lost his memories though. I think this chapter is really important you can obviously see juyeon cracking and him going more crazy he obviously isn’t enjoying it like how he usually looks and even if he is that sick satisfaction from doing to his rapist what he did to him he also is constantly being reminded of his trauma and anger when he does this. there is no romance in this story and honestly the novels are reallyyyyy well written. there’s lots of diff titles for revenge/reverse thinking like walk in my shoes and empathy and i think it really reflects the plot. juyeon is just doing what he was done to him but 10x worse

not a wokejoshi but this shit got me tearing up and lowkey shaking, bro, the way he cried screaming he didn't remember what the did wrong... yeah no, I can't its too much for me holy fucking shit