hy is there anyone free to listen to my sad life I really wanna talk it out with someone I...

Hi, i hope you’re doing okay. I’m not sure if this is a great space for this kind of thing as there are also people who aren’t exactly kind and they’ll make sure so prove so. But, people have told me I’m a great listener, so happy to listen and lend an ear . <3

I knit sound creepy but I'm sorry but I really want someone to talk to me I tried telling ai my problems but it doesn't give me any answers instead helpline number thankq so much thankq can I dm u or just say here

I have no idea if you can send a private dm, don’t know how it works but if it does happy to be there

thankq I'll set you please look if not I can share my problem her

Hey so.., I'm not really a person that knows how to communicate, but I'm good when it comes to listening to others. I just want to tell you that I hope you're doing okay. I relate to you, I don't have that much friends and I don't really also open up to my family. But I just want you to know that it's okay to tell your family, what I mean is that you should atleast tell one person, one person that you can atleast trust. And remember to think of the positive sides, it's alright if you're having hard time rn just remember that there will be a right time where you will meet people that actually care and meet your actions and understand you. Always stay positive! And I hope your doing okay. ^^

I don't have they make fun of me crying and they don't care I'll tell you my story here

so the problem is im a older daughter i have a younger sister my mother died when i was 12 and thats when everything just started falling down my father like my little sister more like shes hes favorite child throughout all the years he always scolded me hit me and cursed me

when my mom was alive she loved me she was the only one who cared but when she died everything shattered i just dont know what to do my father have sugar so i always take care of him but still he always hates me no matter what i do he never scolds my younger sister for her mistake but beat me for a slightest mistake

I love my sister she has nothing to do with anything she loves me too but its just my father who never cares about me no matter how much I try

I just wanted love but I only got hate everyone in my family is good only on face but they never loved me or cared of me as much as their own family

How old are you honey, do you still live together with your father?

and its only suffocating me I'm not an extrovert I'm scared to even go out in public I'm just tired I just want someone to talk to me and understand me instead of ignoring me I just wish my mom was never gone or I just die

I’m really sorry you had to go through that:( Losing your mom at such a young age and carrying so much responsibility is really hard, especially for your age too.

Hey hey, don't say that you should have been de@d. Even at hard times you shouldn't think of that :(

what can I do what more do I have to do just to get liked what did I even do to him to hate me so much

even after so much he still never liked me sometimes I just wish I could disappear or can just drown deep down in absy and everything around me is just silence and nothing

I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way:( From everything you’ve told me, it doesn’t sound like you did anything to deserve thst treatment at all... Maybe it's your fathers anger or behavior thatcomes from their pain and problems? not from anything that you did,
You don’t have to do more or be different just to be worthy of love. Because you already are:). It hurts so much because you care and you’ve been trying to doyour best, and that tells me you’re a good person.

Hii love, I can already guess where ur from bc I know that it's not uncommon in this country …. I’m really sorry that you’re going through this. I’m not very good with advice, but I truly hope ur able to get a job (if you’re already an adult) and leave that abusive piece of shit of a father, and move out with ur sister. You don’t have to try so hard for him to like you or appreciate you. He’s abusive, a good father would never hit his daughter.Sending you a big ghostie hug

thankq thankq I just wanted someone to tell me I don't deserve this instead of telling me to keep it up thankqq I'm sorry to bother you I'm so sorry I I only want someone to just not hate me thankq I'm sorry I'm crying because I cant take it anymore I'm tired of being the second option and a pushover I want to be happy too I want to be able to feel better then always worrying if I don't do it I'll not be liked thankq I'm so glad I could talk this out even if I don't know you I am still glad you listened thankq I just want to leave this place and I'll soon leave them I feel bad for leaving my sister but I don't have an option I feel like if I stayed more I'll end up doing susaid I don't wanna die a painful death I hate pain be it physical or mental I hate it but I am really tired of trying so much I'm just so tired thankq for listening and telling me

I know I know hes bad but he tried hes all to save mom he raised us ya he loved my little sister more but he raised me too I cant leave him his my only family but I'm getting so tired of all I just feel I should leave everything but I don't know why I still cant get courage to leave my sister and father alone I feel like I'm such a bad daughter to leave him and a bad sister to leave my sister I don't know I just need a break from this unwanted responsibilitys that I never asked for