My wonderful human being , I came crying to you chomis do not come crying back to me.I want the help.Please tell me anything someee .. I'm all ears( at some point I was like it could be my house , but I cannot be cause I can't read these outside of the comfort of my home.... I'd have to be a very bold individual to read these somewhere in public "I am not" i read the spicy stuff( the only stuff I can tolerate in public is stuff like lookism)not to mention , I talk to myself in here , I scream... Stuff you can't do in public randomly .. you'll think I'm ludicrous., noo.. i Need help fixing thisss

Ladies and gentlemen the Web is broken( on my side of the world). I've been trying to read and the pages are not even loading, I'll read one page when I get to the second. It's not loading it could load but like I'm gonna scroll and then one paper is not gonna load and then the other load and then the other doesn't load.....eeeh what to do