Yes, it's still a mystery why Ji loves Cheol so much but it's obvious with Cheol. He was his comfort whenever his father abused him and it seems Cheol is a gentle or caring lover before Ji outted him. Also he's kind of at fault why Cheol is like that. Continue reading this if you want a spoiler
He plans to kill Cheol when he abandoned him but changed his mind. You'll know in the next chapters.

Everything feels too shallow and moving at such a fast pace wtf, like this could have so much fucking potential especially for the angst part but MC seems like a pushover despite his gruff attitude (also kind of an idiot) and uke is practically annoying and confusing for me.
I know he's supposed to be toxic and obsessive but I can't grasp his main objective here—what, is he like very obsessed with MC and just enjoys tormenting him? I'm not quite a fan with the uke sleeping with other people either (seemed to be implied in another chapter) and vice versa because it makes his obsessive drive with MC too shallow. He says he only loves him, acts very possessive/obsessed as shown with the years of stalking and now coming back to him after MC's divorce, but the part showing how he's toying with MC's feelings feel performative
There are lots of points in the story that could be highlighted more for that emotional hit. MC seems to just give in too easily to the uke (ik he's his greatest love or some shi and felt very betrayed because of what uke did to him before) but its just not... Clicking right??? They just seem unreasonably horny and stupid