I kinda like the seme? I mean all of his talks about revenge etc are just full bulshit, li...

I kinda like the seme? I mean all of his talks about revenge etc are just full bulshit, like 3min after he's like "let's date him, I can never say no to him" and since high school mind you, man was just in denial, and he's actually not bad or a scum seme, just super immature with his feelings, but he never did something bad to the uke?

The only red point was the slut remark who was out of line, and he deserved his lashings, but he explained his emotions just after and I can understand him, being ghost/cut off (and twice mind you) just after having sex when you thought everything was good between you two, anyone would feel fu*king miserable, it's his frustration and feelings accumulated all those years that blew up (in the most ugly way, I concede, but not enough to make him a scum).

For the uke his character was less developed, so it's hard to draw a portrait of him, but I have mix feelings about him, I understand where he came from, but their twist relationship his he fault.
Like he never thought that he'll have a chance with seme, (seme is not gay, got a lot of girlfriends, a lot of friends) so contrary to him whom seme was super important, uke thought he was just "one of his friend, nothing special" so he never dreamt/imagined that his confession would have any impact on him.
So let's say it's the immaturity of high schoolers, but now they are adults, there is no obstacles between them, seme shows his interest and will to continue their relationship (so even if it's not love, what he's afraid of? Isn't it the good opportunity to make him fall for him?). But no, he ditched him a second time, without explanation, without discussion, nothing... like come on you're adults now, it's not the time to run hiding when you're afraid about a relationship....

Both their characters are frustrating, but I wanted to balance a bit the comment session that was full against seme lol.

I really like the story so far, so I'll continue, but I have to say sometimes it feels too fast paced, things aren't developed as much as they should, and that damage the characters building, like you really have to read between the lines to understand where they came from. This story screams "SHORT story, we will not pass the 30th chapter" which is a bit sad, since it's a good story.