bl/gl where the character has some internalized homophobia? not in the "homophobic turns g...

These are all GLs:

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/eventually_i_will_become_yours/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sasameki_koto/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/aoi_hana/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_girlfriend_project/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_moon_on_a_rainy_night/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/run_away_with_me_girl/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ano_koro_no_aoi_hoshi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tsukuritai_onna_to_tabetai_onna/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/even_now_we_re_adults/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/so_do_you_wanna_go_out_or/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/onna_doushi_to_ka_arienai_deshou_to_iiharu_onna_no_ko_wo_hyakunichi_kan_de_tetteiteki_ni_otosu_yuri_no_ohanashi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/everyday_lily/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/unnie_i_ll_tag_you/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ring_my_bell/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/my_princess_charming/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ano_ko_ni_kiss_to_shirayuri_wo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/girl_friends/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/adachi_to_shimamura/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/watashi_ga_koibito_ni_nareru_wake_naijan_muri_muri_muri_janakatta/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_marriage_partner_of_my_dreams_turned_out_to_be_my_female_junior_at_work/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/futsuu_no_koitte_nani/ (love triangle - A and B love C)

TYSM ^_^

mythical GL list pull omg!!

i can remember "sugar trap" on top of my head, its a BL(w/ smut) but it has superrrr miscommunication( thats the plot basically) and otherwise its really good, MC is gay but dont want to come out so much he fakes a imaginary fiance has a ring as well (hes a virgin guy and ig he bottom) and his superior in office (like boss or smth) and MC get into a BDSM type of relationship. the boss likes MC. both are super handsome( #buff bottom no twink) and virgins!! jump on. the miscommunication will end by the end of the story...thats what novel says.

AHHH im reading this one already, i love them a lot (▰˘◡˘▰)