i dont know what "healthy love" is. i love reading codependent, jealousy, obsession, possessive love stories that are tragic and codependent to catastrophic degree, the type where when the person loses their sense of self (if they had any) after the other person leaves. it's like, i love when the characters make the other person their life. like, they never comprehend the other person as a seperate individual human being, they consider them two to be a single entity almost. like, i love peak obsessive yearner stories. and bonus if it's queer. eg: firefly wedding, yuwon everlasting(BL), satosugu (jjk)
why am i like this? i dont think this is healthy, BUT this is exactly what i want in a relationship. i like the codependent yearning mutually obsessive toxic to the world, "they won't understand it" type of relationship.
I feel you(=´∀`)人(´∀`=) unfortunately the closest I’ve gotten was not fun.. one side usually likes the other more. As for me, it’s hard to accept anyone liking me to that degree without it feeling like they’re delusional about who I actually am, so it doesn’t feel like they’re delusional actually like me, just some fantasy concept that doesn’t exist
bhaii gaand fatt ke haath mein aa jaati hai har ek chapter ke baad T_T "it's your turn to make an heir" oh i think ABSOLUTELY TF NOT. gu dohun scares the shit outta me but honestly it's so fucking baffling how he's the most sane person in the family. whole family is BATSHIT INSANE here. yuwon yaar kese insaan se dil lagaya hai tumhe dillagi bhool jaani padegi mohabbat ki raaho mein aakar to dekho T_T khatam hai khel yaha pe yuwon. mat kar lala mat kar. T_T. i love this story SO MUCH it's sooo goooddd im foaming at my mouth with every chapter i need them to have makeup sex NASTY STYLE LAWDDDD