i dont know what "healthy love" is. i love reading codependent, jealousy, obsession, possessive love stories that are tragic and codependent to catastrophic degree, the type where when the person loses their sense of self (if they had any) after the other person leaves. it's like, i love when the characters make the other person their life. like, they never comprehend the other person as a seperate individual human being, they consider them two to be a single entity almost. like, i love peak obsessive yearner stories. and bonus if it's queer. eg: firefly wedding, yuwon everlasting(BL), satosugu (jjk)
why am i like this? i dont think this is healthy, BUT this is exactly what i want in a relationship. i like the codependent yearning mutually obsessive toxic to the world, "they won't understand it" type of relationship.
I feel you(=´∀`)人(´∀`=) unfortunately the closest I’ve gotten was not fun.. one side usually likes the other more. As for me, it’s hard to accept anyone liking me to that degree without it feeling like they’re delusional about who I actually am, so it doesn’t feel like they’re delusional actually like me, just some fantasy concept that doesn’t exist
i love the yearning from uke's side. but i genuinely cant understand shit im sorry T_T. im waiting for the officials to read it again from the start. uke is so suguru geto coded. but maybe that's js me bc i am too satosuguholic like that. lord im so stsg-holic its not funny. im suffering everyday this fandom is a prison all i do is relive is catastrophic levels of yearning from both satoru and suguru's side. they should've gotten married. i dont believe in true love except when it's satosugu. they're soulmates, they invented it.
Long red hair man bad. Long red hair man drunk with power. Long red hair man try to kill out the other clans so he can reign the land alone. Long black hair uke once good. Long black hair uke turn bad. Long black hair uke turn bad and betray his fellow clan to serve bad long red hair man. Long black hair uke help long red hair man attack the other clans. Seme still good. Seme want to protect the remaining clans. Seme get kidnapped by long black hair uke. Long black hair uke enjoy tormenting seme with his tight hole, but he also has regret for being a traitor.
LMAO THIS IS THE BEST EXPLANATION