give me a virgin x virgin BL with buff bottom and no i dont want height difference. (a twink x twink will do too, js dont want size difference that's all)
anything will do, manga, manhwa, colored, black and white... T_T.
omg i have reread this novel TWO times within a single week T_T i am so OBSESSED with this novel T_T what to do T_T i want something with same vibes (gangster buff bottom and nerd top, gap moe, first love) i think i have a type in a BL !! a gangster buff uke with a gap moe!! (that's the reason i LOVE "naked sword and the tree peony of black) with equally mutually obsessed main characters !! and a good amount of yearning. and FIRST LOVE LAST LOVE DYNAMIC !! (i fw this trope HEAVY what do y'all know?!?) i love love love XIA LIU YI and i love how HE CHU SAN is actually behaves downright INSANE for XIA LIU YI! like, my manz be MOVING DIFFERENT!!
they inspire me. is it normal to like boobs so much u want to see and touch them? like, do lesbians daydream about boobs? i never looked at men in a "damn wow this man's body is so good" like, for men it has always been the faces for me....if i found the face of a man pretty and his voice/tone good , then he was pretty to me. but womennnnnnn *lip bite emoji* i love how pretty and amazing they are.... i used to lwk like the teachers when they dressed up pretty during school (during some school event or her birthday etc.) male teachers were UGLY sorry lmao, and even the "good looking" male teachers were average at best.
when a teacher (lady) came to me to ask questions or help me with a doubt, and if she was explaining to me nicely and she was wearing a saree(it's an indian attire) so i could see her waist and cleavage and they used to wear some perfume AGHHH i sound so pervert and bad but trust me omg T_T when i tell u i used to be like "dAMNN their husbands LUCKKYYY T_T"
but my attraction to men is so "muse-like" in a sense that yeah, i am attracted to them but i would not be comfortable dating them like tf u mean u gotta spend time alone with a MAN?!?! why would women wanna do that?? having a bf sounds cool but EVERYDAY?!?! like, i want men the way i want trophies. i wanna hoard the pretty looking ones. i want them all. like a possession. be mine!! but in a museum type of way. i lwk dgaf about men. i dont understand them. they dont feel human to me (if it makes sense?) so, like, im aesthetically attracted to men, romantically attracted to women, and sexually attracted to no one T_T in a way T_T. by that i mean i don't wanna ACTUALLY have sex w anyone (sorry i cant be that vulnerable my cool girl persona will break) but if i HAD to (say in a hypothetical situation if i had to marry someone) it would be a woman not a man.
YES , I do love them. I don't on't know about other Lesbians.
am straight but I do love boobs too…
(um should I start questioning my sexuality now?)
I'm straight and I don't really care about boobs or whatever. But small boobs make the smut look less tastier. That's all I'll say.
wow, what!?? can you give me one of smut that have small boobs because as far as I know people exaggerates boobs too much that small boob feels like myth ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I don't think I can name one lol
phaidei smut hits different when mydei is power bottoming and exhaust phainon out. sub top phainon x dom bottom mydei is peak. even better when the buildup is SLOW and filled with ANGST so the smut hits different.
you know ball phaidei is
omg i read sm phaidei fanfictions im rotting for them so hard it's painful ╥﹏╥
u need to rec me some fanfics on ao3 T_T it would be better if there's no mention of them being with other person (T_T sorry i love the first love last love trope top much my most popular list is both virgins BL list lmao what did u expect)
NEED phaidei recs on ao3 if u have, my last reads are all phaidei, i recommend "your majesty" by "Loving_Healer" absolute peak!
omg yes i love this one sm it's so good, but i have a thing for a short fanfiction called Nailed it by FourNineSix it's like 20k words but i could die for loser phainon and his malewife
anything by dirtmemer has been super fun to read!! (if you don't mind shorter ones)
ok letting y'all know im still #phaidei-holic and obsessed w them. phaidei got me crazy ngl. im on tumblr looking at the fanarts of phaidei, absolute PEAK.
i dont read mydei has a vagina fics T_T. i read purist gay fics only T_T.
they're gay fics even if midey has a vagina, they are both men
i dont like reading piv sex for gay ships. i am sometimes ok w yurification of it but yeah. to each their own.
ofc you have your preferences that's normal but saying that it's bc you only read "purist" gay stories is weird
oh by purist gay i meant i only read stories male4male when it comes to yaoi and female4female when it comes to yuri
ok that's weird
to each their own i guess fairyghostly and hybriade have pretty good ones too
idk how that's wierd but ok
it's transphobic
how is that transphobic lmao
you exclude trans people by saying "purist" yaoi as if yaoi with a trans mc/ml is not a real yaoi bc they are not both men bc they are not both born male
i said i don't like reading piv sex for gay ships. did i say i dont like trans people? idk if u didnt get it but they can be transman4transman or transwoman4transwoman (ie. femsle4female or male4male as i mentioned before) also, i said "i dont like reading it" not "no one should read it"
then why do you say male4male and not simply man4man
bc male/female is sex. i like to read same sex couples.
and this has nothing to do with "purist" yaoi
it was js a term i used , to mean i like reading samesex couples in a gay relationship (yaoi/yuri).
i miss them like crazy.
It's hard, I know!
this is me with itafushi
i love itafushi as well but parents will be parents T_T satosugu is my ride or die. you'll never convince me that weren't written as more than friends. it's not a "ship" when it's RIGHT THERE in front of you laid bare. i cant understand stsg deniers. how can you net see and read?!?!
Read No more eurydice
I so get that! Especially how they damn near purr when saying their names!
this user gonna get blocked by me bc they can't stop glazing agegapslop.
NOOO MR ROVER DON'T PLEASE ITS GOOD I SWEAR IM SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T EVEN LIKE AGE GAP LIKE THAT THATS HOW YOU KNOW ITS PEAK
yeah, but even more so it's about the moments which i am shocked that are canon. geto suguru leaving jujutsu society and wearing traditional robes called "gojo-kesa" and gege akutami saying he was researching for the traditional buddhist robes and came across gojo-kesa and thought, "well, isn't that right?" WHAT?!?! seriously?!?! i done lost my mind over that. i had a lump in my throat as well as my jaw was dropped....this info is so sad and so astonishing to me i couldn't believe it was ACTUALLY TRUE?!?! apart from that, the jjk0 light novel lines were truly so beautiful and moved my heart bc what was that T_T
"Even so, Gojo's gaze, covered under the white bandages, had always, always, been staring at the shape of Geto's soul"
"Saying that, he walked into the crowd of people. Gojo wasn’t able to kill him.
Wasn’t able to realize it.
Wasn’t able to catch up.
Wasn’t able to stop him.
Even then, he had been the strongest sorcerer - someone with an unparalleled technique, with qualifications beyond any other.
But there’s no point in being strong by yourself.
Someone who doesn’t want to be saved is like the setting sun sinking into the mountains. No matter how you hold out your hand, there’s no way to reach them. There was no way to reach him. It doesn’t matter how strong you are, so long as you are alone.
And so - Gojo decided to become a teacher."– geto was the reason gojo became a teacher omg i am unwell.
"To remember the past, when they laughed together. Idly chatting in the classroom, getting lectured by Yaga, walking shoulder-to-shoulder. What they were doing, what they wanted to do, what they wanted to make of themselves - as long as the two of them were together, none of that was ever in doubt. Days like that, long ago."– literally AHY GEGE? T_T if you want me to suffer js say that. they were truly the only two in their own world. they could have had it all. they were meant to be T_T. i love the way they love.
"This was the final confession of a man who could only choose to warp himself, who had erased himself in pursuit of his goals. The only person who could bear such a curse was Gojo Satoru.
Where did it go wrong?
And how could they start over again?
The answer was left in their far-away, far-away youth. And even considering everything that had happened until now, it was clear that this story was about to end."– IT HURTS. IT HURTS SO BAD T_T. ever after all this, gojo js wanted to start over. he js wanted his suguru back. he could and would and was willing to, wanted to forgive geto. he'd forget that geto ever k*lled. for him geto suguru never changed. he loved that man to death and beyond. he loved that man. why did they have to end like this?
"Geto Suguru. It was a named that the Jujutsu Tech organization feared: one of the four special grade sorcerers, who had killed over a hundred ordinary people, who had been named and exiled as the most evil curse use. But to Gojo Satoru, he was ——"
stabbing a knife would've hurt less T_T
what was this gege akutami ANSWER ME?!?
"my best friend did. the only one i'll ever have had." OUCH. FML. WHY did i even start jjk T_T.
"my six eyes tell me you're suguru geto, but my soul knows otherwise!"
and the way geto says "satoru", such warmth...its almost as if he's coddling him, saying his name so gently as if it's glass, and will shatter if he speaks to gojo harshly. lord they LOVED so hard i would throw up if I talked about them more T_T
you'll never convince me to read age gap it js cannot happen im immune to this. y'all haven't been trope haters and it shows. call me prejudiced idc. you'll never see me fw agegapslop ever. esp a college student and professor or whatever the fuck is happening. miss me with that bullshit.
Yes!
I get it ☹ although the story is supposed to show a toxic relationship the professor is very much an abuser it's a story about codependency but if it makes you uncomfortable it's normal to not want to read it
nah im good. it's fine some stories are not for me and i don't engage w them so i expect people to do the same :D but yeah whatever. also, stsg is good bc there is no power imbalance (especially in their HS era) they became tragic bc gojo became the "strongest". i love a dynamic where there's no power imbalance of any sorts. they CHOOSE each other and the choice feels something predestined (like idk how to explain)– it feels natural almost? like gojo and geto don't really have to be s couple or anything, but the duo is so natural it js so happens. like who is there for gojo is not geto and vice versa. they were made to be. i like a good dynamic apart from the "romance" (if i could even call it that bc i dont KNOW what is going on b/w stsg but surely they're soulmates). same with orufrey, shiguang, nicewreck. that is not to say they arent codependent/toxic, but the toxicity arises from finding a mirror to yourself in them. like, you could never be them but in another life, another circumstances, maybe you would be them. it's like...idk....am electron and it's probability to be in either spin up or spin down. it can't be both, it can't be neither, and if there are two electrons one has to be spin up and the other spin down. they don't really "influence" each other to be spin up or spin down, neither do they inherently have a specific spin trait. but together, they make a configuration. it is happens to be that way. they js cannot meet or be in the same state. so close yet so far away.
lmao why did i add physics to it maybe bc i been studying quantum mechanics lately..
Thank you for introducing me to the world of satosugu lmao
they are the blueprint so i agree! i also cant stand it when people deny canon and minimize stsg’s bond, when it really doesn’t take much to understand how deep and beautiful their relationship is
what the hell how could u not know satosugu T_T i never knew love and then i came across stsg. it changed my life. altered my brain chemistry. nothing will ever compare to them. i fear im like one of those crazy narusasu followers except i do that with satosugu. its not js a ship for me i am religious about this shit i might actually go insane i love them sm
pookies I got to know new satosugu lore T_T js replying here so u get the notif https://www.mangago.me/thing/about/951649/
Ishq ki....saazishein.....
Ishq ki ...... baaziyaan....
haara main....khel ke...
do dilon....ka jua....
kyu tune meri fursat ki jo dil ne itni harkat ki ishq mein itni barqat ki ye tune kya kiya
firu abb mara mara main chand se bichhad tara main dil se itna kyu haara main ye tune kya kiya
sari duniya ko jit ke mai aaya hu idhar ...tere aage hi mai hara kiya tune kya asar...
mai dil ka raaz kehta hu ki jab jab saansein leta huun tera hi naam leta hu ye tune kya kiya
********
tum jo aaye zindagi mein baat bann gayi
sapne teri chahaton ke dekhta hu mai kayi dil hai sona aur chandi raat bann gayi...
paya maine paya tumhe rab ne milaya tumhe hotho pe sajaya tumhe nagmo sa gaya tumhe paya maine paya tumhe sabse chhupaya tumhe sapna banaya tumhe neendo mein bulaya tumhe
*********
kis tarah......chheenega.....mujhse ye jahaan tumhein....tum bhi ho main, kya fiqr abb humein....
tum ho mere liye, mere liye ho tum yuun, khud ko main haar gaya, tumko main jeeta huun– (gojo when geto was dead and he still remembered him, and mentioned about him in present tense even though geto was dead. as long as gojo was alive, geto was alive. and after dying, he immidiately goes back to geto at the airport. this was pure love)
*******
akhiyaan to jaa rheya aeyy duur, main enna majboor ki rok na sakaan,
ve haaniyan ve dil jaaniya tu nede nede rehh, na duur kithey ja, bhul gye ve saari duniya ke teraa hi naam hai boldi zubaan.
*******
mai tera mai tera mai tera ....mai tera mai tera mai tera, mai tera
mai gehra tamas tu sunehra savera mai tera...mai tera,
musafir mai bhatka tu mera basera mai tera mai tera
tu jugnu chamakta mai jungle ghanera mai tera huun tera
o piya mai tera mai tera mai tera
********
What is this song about?
Its not just one song .Verses of multiple songs and they're all about love.
Oh ok, I read "song" not "Songs" my bad
Indian love songs are so deeply romantic!
It's a sin that the world cannot resonate with these beautiful lyrics
diff song verses.
they're too much i cant translate it all T_T
the verses of diff songs are like this:
the tricks of love, the game of love,
i lost while playing the gamble of 2 hearts.
why did you let me free? why did my heart behave like this? the love only grew..what have you done?
now i stray here and there half dead, im a star from whom the moon has been taken away, why did i lose my heart so much, what have you done?
i havecome here after winning the entire world, i have only lost in front of you–what kind of influence you had on me,
im telling you the secret of my heart, that whenever i breath, i take your name, what have you done?
****
when you came into my life everything was put into place, i dream of you taking a liking in me so many times, the heart is of gold, and night has become silver-like.
i have accomplished you, god made me meet you,
i adorned you on my lips, sang you like pretty songs,
oh i have indeed accomplished you, i his you from everyone, i made you my dream, called you in my sleep.
*****
how will the world snatch you away from me....you are also me, then what do we have to worry?
you are for me, you're for me in such way, i have lost myself, but i have accomplished you (or i live through you– it's a wordplay)
******
you're going so far away from my eyes, and im so helpless, i cant even stop you.
oh darling, oh the life of my heart! please stay close to me, don't go away!
******
i'm yours...x5
im total darkness and you're the golden dawn, I'm yours...
im the traveller astray and you're my home, I'm yours...
you're the glowing firefly and im the dark night, I'm yours....oh love, I'm yours...
EXACTLY. some.of them.hit so hard i feel it in my bones ugh.
so there's this trend going on rn where the character is shown with different expressions at 45°, 75°, 120° angles....what does it mean???? T_T like what's happening??
girl the degrees are referring to how far the legs of their partner are spread during… that
so that means the character is topping??
mostly used for implying bottoming
I thought it was for when giving a bj, it shows how far nd deep they go since if they take you deeper, their ass lifts from the ground yk I can't explain
I don't get it. Is this BL reference? Can anyone provide visuals please lol
I think it was for both bj and riding
am i restricted/banned? can y'all hear me?
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yes
No
No, try to post your credit card number then try again.
why is my messages not going under replies of the questions here then?
it's saying "bcz of this user's settings u can't reply"
also when i add comment under a comic it shows up sometimes & sometimes it doesn't
eh whatever, i am craving honey chilli potato
a butterfly pea flower lemonate would be nice as well. no white sugar though. i would like it if it's made with jaggery powder.
SONNNNN THAT MEANS THE PERSON YOURE TRYING TO REPLY TO BLOCKED YOU IM GONNA CRY
shii me too highkey
You were blocked
Me too I'm so hungry aaaaaaah
this user @VVAGUE is so funny why are u replying to me "SONNNNN THAT MEANS THE PERSON YOURE TRYING TO REPLY TO BLOCKED YOU IM GONNA CRY" like girl it WAS YOU who blocked me lmao haha like i was trying to reply to one of ur questions and i couldn't reply lmao ok
nope
OU shit
FUCK IM SORRY
anyway @VVAGUE you needed short FL recs so here are some of them i remember: "Uruwashi no Yoi no Tsuki" , "swim in the cherry", "monthly girls nozaki kun"(not main character but side character girl)
WHAT DID I BLOCK U FOR IM CRINE
IM SO SORRY HELP
@VVAGUE how would I know lmao but issok maybe our opinions didn't match dw
ty for the recs anyway... ╥﹏╥
Well now you know what that means
LMAOO this thread is so funny af
hmm what's funny ? T_T girls be banning meeee lmaoooo haters mad i have peak opinionsss lol
i dont know what "healthy love" is. i love reading codependent, jealousy, obsession, possessive love stories that are tragic and codependent to catastrophic degree, the type where when the person loses their sense of self (if they had any) after the other person leaves. it's like, i love when the characters make the other person their life. like, they never comprehend the other person as a seperate individual human being, they consider them two to be a single entity almost. like, i love peak obsessive yearner stories. and bonus if it's queer. eg: firefly wedding, yuwon everlasting(BL), satosugu (jjk)
why am i like this? i dont think this is healthy, BUT this is exactly what i want in a relationship. i like the codependent yearning mutually obsessive toxic to the world, "they won't understand it" type of relationship.
real, i have these thoughts too despite not actually wanting it, i think it’s because of my cptsd
no in my case i want it T_T like i would love to get my soul shattered, for the artistic brilliance and poetic nature of it all. like im not kidding, i want what satoru and suguru had. absolute SOULMATISM.
I feel you(=´∀｀)人(´∀｀=) unfortunately the closest I’ve gotten was not fun.. one side usually likes the other more. As for me, it’s hard to accept anyone liking me to that degree without it feeling like they’re delusional about who I actually am, so it doesn’t feel like they’re delusional actually like me, just some fantasy concept that doesn’t exist
need a danmei like sammy's children's day with manly gay couple and gangster uke(or uke in mafia/delinquent type fields) while seme is nerdy and proper. please recommend something virgin 4 virgin T_T.
(i already know the manga naked sword and the tree peony of black, and nirameba koi)