i want a fanfic where eiji d*es instead of ash lynx. it should be SAD and i need to see ash lynx's reaction and how HE copes?
maybe ash is saved from the library but realises maybe plane crashed and eiji d*ed or eiji d*ed after getting hit by a gun? anything, but eiji character d*ath. i love eiji so much i cry for him all the time don't think i dont like him, but i wanna see the pain and grief of ash lynx
baby this is a site where you have dicks flopping on the front page you dont need to censor anything
this is frying me
i know but mgg cuts up a comment if we use certain words and idk what these words are. so better write in censored way.
I don't really have anything like but bro I'm like genuinely concerned for u now why do u want to torture urself Although I think I had a list of sad manhuas so if u want that I could give it to u
honestly i understand your fear as someone who has been restricted on mgg twice before.. im still grieving
no i want a very specific torture ritual of ash lynx spiralling and going on a k*lling spree. i js know that guy would go insane. actually i watched the clip of eiji getting shot and ash losing his mind and then shooting the one who shot the bullet on eiji, and he js kept shooting him w his eyes seeing red. i need that kind of insanity. greif making a heartless shell out of a man. if you have any recs like these please tell.
what i dont want: a person sad bc death of their lover, and then another person slowly takes a liking and it ends up a romance b/w them (or person seeing a doppelganger of their dead lover and same route)→NO.
it can be sad ending, the death of the lover need not be in the beginning, it's better if the story has made a premise of them falling in love and then the death of the lover(BL, straight, GL any is ok).
it's better if MC (who isn't dead) came from a dysfunctional family/didn't have anyone until the lover arrived in their life. so like "only one person and now they're also dead" type, and then the MC goes berserk or insane or whatever (i dont need a happy romantic end, i would prefer if ending is the MC also ending up dead afterwards).
tropes i dont like(and would personally won't want): twink bottoms(and exaggerated size differences), age gaps(extreme ones, like not more than 7 years and the younger party should be above 26 of there is age gap) , virgin X experienced.
i know my tastes are kind of niche, sorry. if you happen to know some things like that so lemme know.
Oh brother
i wanna be someone's gf so bad but the hedgehog dilemma scares me, also, i am aware that men are js a pain in the ass to deal with and i am genuinely nervous to get a gf it's so fucked up more so when most of ur friends are talking about relationships and you're mentally checked out bc you know you don't fw relationships bc of your personality. also, why am i finding no one attractive AND also nice like im sorry i do like pretty people who are also kind. i think im predisposed to be single, not that i mind but i havent even kissed a person T_T
wdym hedgehog dilemma
Maybe it has something to do with your attachment style (too)? You could be avoindant for all you know. You can try out test for free if you look it up.
But dont worry, youre not alone with this, many people are in your shoes, so its not that uncommon. You can try to actively search for people of your taste or wait patiently sooner or later someone might just come and sweep you off your feet
it is a coined term, basically hedgehogs want to come closer to other hedgehogs so as to not feel cold but due to the pricks on their body, can't be very close as they'll hurt the other and get hurt themselves. similarly in human relationships, becoming 100% trusting towards the other person is scary bc it has a fear of breaking of trust attached which will hurt us, also the other person becoming too close to us and sharing vulnerability also puts us in a place where we are cautious of not to hurt the person we love and consciously/unconsciously try to mold ourselves into that kind of person, eventually losing where we started from. so this kind of complete mutual trust and intimacy (physical, mental, emotional) is scary both ways, which leads us to a relationship where we are very of the other no matter how much we love them (sometimes feeling like we are walking on eggshells more the more we love them) which in turn makes the relationship shallower than it should be (or a relationship which could become deeper but due to fear and risk of losing we don't do that)
it's also kind of like a game theory of zero sum games. where one is scared of fully being vulnerable/opening up bc what if the other betrays you? you'll lose(feel sad/broken/betrayed) while the other walks away w no damage, and the other person might be thinking the same and this u never open up completely UNTIL maybe the other person opens up and becomes vulnerable. for it to happen, someone needs to be the first to be vulnerable but both are scared to be the first one to play, adm hence both of them don't play and it becomes a null scene instead. (while the good option was for the both of the people to be trustful of e/o completely), the fear of betrayal/losing is higher than the dopamine/happiness of winning, human psychology that ends up making relationships harder (even applies to other things)
LMAO did i js explain to you the maths of zero sum game theory to you on a convo abt me feeling lonely T_T
I'm going to say this in the most loving way: you're overthinking it. I get it that you're unsure especially when you're inexperienced and fear betrayal or heartbreak but spiraling like that when nothing really happend yet won't help and you will be stuck in this kind of mindset that you're unable to be in a relationship or just spiral more. The truth is dating or finding any kind of relationship is based on putting yourself out there, even though you can get hurt. Most people have the same fears as you, they are also unsure, not confident in every stuff they do, even though it may seem like it. So the best thing you can do is show up and communicate and just solve problems when they appear, not dwell on them when nothing even happend. It's okay to be awkward about it or sometimes embarrass yourself, you're just human and you're trying your best and that is enough. Try to meet some new people and be yourself and take it easy, I'm rooting for you:)
i don't think it's worth it to be out there and try, that's my problem T_T. it's not worth it to risk a heartbreak or a betrayal. T_T
you will do what you want but you can get over bad things easier than it may seem or at least you won't know it if it's really that bad if you won't try
my fav toxic yaoi and the only toxic yaoi i am insane and crazy about hell the fuck yeah. me hating on zhenya and caesar only to flip and glaze enzo omg idk he's so insane and i don't justify his actions but he's just so fucking black flag and irredeemably to a point i enjoy his insanity and behaviour. he clocks rian's tea all the fucking time and omg rian im so sorry ur gonna get yo ass whooped and handed over to you if u even try to do smth shady stop being cocky and accept that you cant outfreak THE LORENZO STEFANO T_T
Is there any romance in it? I’ve been eyeing it for a while, i do read toxic yaoi i just wanna know what im getting myself into :’)
right now? not really. but it's so fucking good also yes there's rape but idk im sorry I questioned my morals i still liked it despite rape bc enzo is genuinely psycho and his psychopatic black flag tendencies has a charm to it.
it's a cat and mouse chase and uke-fication of seme. buff bottom. also bottom is named rian and he's such a playboy basically he sleeps with anyone and everyone and canon bi representation but he's slutty AF like he cant keep it in his pants. also he's super cocky and overconfident ass funny bitch lmao. and then he meets enzo who's basically like nepo baby of THE mafia/ underworld gang and he's fucking crazy like i dont wanna give away spoilers but trust, he's been established as insane since the start of manhwa BUT he's sexually very reserved he doesn't sleep around. that doesn't mean he's virgin oh lord HELL NO. but he's been established to have private sex life and doesn't get down and dirty w anyone (also personally i hc him as so insane that he the type to kill the person after having sex with them js to keep his body count = 0, yes he's that crazy) so it's about an INSANE PSYCHO THE notorious nepobaby gangster heir pretty boy top x cocky overconfident resident slut private detective handsome w a tattoo arm sleeve bottom, rian's ultimate move is to sleep w people and get info out of them during sex. BUT he can't seem to get into the pants of enzo, OFCOURSE DUH! and they have bickering/cat and mouse chase/high stakes dynamic. rian needs info out of enzos business but twist and turn of events he find himself stuck w this psycho "bane of his existence" enzo stefano.
tropes:
*cat and mouse chase
*uke-fication of bottom
*freak4freak toxic4toxic double combo!
buff bottom (same height , same weight. seme slightly taller than seme ~0.5-1cm i guess, i forgot their heights it's in the character profiles of the characters. seme is also surprisingly lighter than uke so expect MUSCLE-Y handsome uke x leaner build pretty face seme)
*same age (29 y/o ig iirc)
*underworld leader gang- gangster heir x private detective / spy
*uke is british, seme is ig american(?)
*bickering couple.
* brat uke x brat tamer seme.
*don't expect switch/vers.
*dominant bottom x EVEN MORE DOMINANT TOP
*uke got a big dick x seme got an even bigger dick T_T
* mutually toxic but only they match e/o freak couple.
TW: rape, dubcon, violence and blood.
personally, i dont like rapes in STORIES AT ALL, but this one is an exception where i (i apologise) liked the rape. uke too bratty he needed to get his ass whooped lol T_T. also, i kinda see it as dubcon, both were drunk, uke more drunk, but what did he expect? was too overconfident and lust crazed to stick his dick in semes' ass so got a taste of his own med *dead skull*
not justifying rape, it's fictional and i morally questioned myself as to why i didnt hate it.
fml i need to study but i can't stop thinking about satosugu
Me too twin... me too...
something like 1995 youth report and yuwon everlasting and park hanhoos manager.
where they met in childhood but they forgot, or one of them forgot. i want if both of them clinged to the other and didn't date/hook up with others (virgixvirgin) and no size difference please T_T (im ok with twink x twink or buff x buff both)
and no age gap, i mean duh!
Hmm maybe mad dog?
i know this one T_T
i know this one too T_T i read it as well but at the same time I didn't like side story it was rape
Yeah honestly I was iffy about recommending it
Another could be at the end of the road but I'm guessing you know that one too
new site for new t0kk1? can yall tell me the link?
it was shx1 something something i guess.
i think newtoki don't have any other site they completely gone but you'll find new but not the official newtoki
yea yeah i js meant new raws site
sbxh1(.)com
thnxx!!
https://boylove.cc/. Have this. though this have shit ton of ads （￣へ￣）
basically like, “clear and muddy loss of love” premise where both girls are married in arranged marriage setting. i know there are some arranged marriage BLs our there but haven't heard of arranged marriage GLs.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ryuu_to_ryuu_no_kekkon/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hero_s_marriage/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_decided_to_fake_a_marriage_with_my_junior_to_shut_my_parents_up/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/onna_tomodachi_to_kekkon_shitemita/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tsuki_ga_kirei_desu_ne_itou_hachi/ (age gap)
thanks girl! knew i could count on u for yuri!!
i never read it, only remember reading the summary. the world is collapsing/dystopia. boy regrets behaving badly towards another boy who confessed to him in HS I guess. he tries finding him, they meet. other boy going through something as well who knows? they spend time together whatever time is left.
Ff!
This one possibly
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_end_of_the_world_with_you_1/
yes thank you <3 may someone gets u tastiest icecream in summer heat !!
does yuuji really end up with? bc he's basically immortal so him ending up with ozawa don't make sense, also it hurts my itafushi heart :( lol. but seriously, yuuji x ozawa don't make real sense though?
i think he just end up alone now that he's the strongest, we only see osawa once and she was never brought up again
thanks ananya <3
#itafushi 4ever!! ofc yuuji not w fushiguro anymore , megumi is implied to be dead, but it was good while it lasted wasn't it? DOOMED YAOI ends me everytime T_T we were too close to the stars, i never knew somebody like you somebody, falling just as hard, i'd rather lose somebody than use somebody, maybe it was blessing in disguise, i see my reflection in your eyes.... T_T
sobbing i miss itafushi!! and i REALLY REALLY MISS SATOSUGU they genuinely made my life sm worse that gave me brain damage
Wasn't Megubum implied to have ended up with that Angel girl? Or maybe I'm misremembering... honestly I kinda shut out any memory I had of JJK's ending since it was pretty... well.. not good.
megumi slander NOT ON MY WATCH!! also, no. afaik megumi don't end up with anyone, that hana only got 1 sided crush on him. megumi dgaf abt her iirc. ending was trash i agree. but gege gave me satosugu and it ruined my life, i thank him immensely for that tho T_T.
He doesn't end up anyone honestly because even if he did have any pairing... They would grow old and eventually die.
Doesn't matter if it's megumi or ozawa.... That's the tragedy of his fate and a cruel result where he was supposed to be surrounded by people during his death and now probably not...
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(Ozawa tho doesn't even make sense because I don't think yuuji would even try to get into any relationship after he came to know he is immortal).... And megumi.....well my Headcanon is that they both special to each other but yujji slowly starts to distance himself from them because he can't deal with the loneliness even though they are still there and then megumis death also hurts him so bad.... But.... Yeah life goes on.
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(Tragic doomed yaoi for us I guess)
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But ozawa pairing does not make sense!
But didn't he tell her something like "let's be together from now on" or someshit? Or am I tripping? Did I mistakenly read a fricking doujin or a fanfic or something omg.
Also my bad, to be fair though I slander about 90% of the JJK cast anyway. And it's fun to drag Mr. Potential Man.
They be pairing up SasuSaku , talk about not-making-sense PATIENT ZERO. (sasuke gay as hell we all know that T_T)
they be pairing up izuku and ochako after showing togachako lesbianism like ?!? anyway i dont follow these shonen series so what do i know lol.
Yeah.... Buts it's more like the author tried so good with giving a good storyline and personality to the side characters but when it came to the endgame couple .... They just put them together because it was supposed to be like that....? They don't put effort into building the relationship and...
he feel guilty of what happened while sukuna took over his body, so he wants to take full responsibility and doing missions with her is his way to apologise i supposed
yaoi recs (no size difference ie. either buff x buff or twink x twink, no big age gap) where uke coddles the seme and is the mature one. uke loves the seme and there's alot of skinship and uke showers seme with love and is not ashamed to love seme in front of others. like, uke almost babying and loving him.
sort of like "die in my arms" but less toxic more fluff
I've been reading comments here and always hears uke ans seme but what does that mean or stands for? Sorry pls enlighten me ╥﹏╥
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Seme= top, uke= bottom. It's js the Japanese term so yeah
Owsss now got it, thnks (๑•ㅂ•)و✧