Hi guys! Please recommend me some gut wrenching shoujo/josei/smut/yaoi any of these really...

All of these basically ripped my heart out and stomped on it but were peak
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gorae_byul_the_gyeongseong_mermaid/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/this_witch_of_mine/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/gwanghae_s_lover/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/what_i_decided_to_die_for/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/guardians_of_the_lamb/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_time_of_the_terminally_ill_extra/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/when_the_flowers_bloom/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_became_the_hero_s_mom/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/merry_go_round_1/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/getting_to_know_grace/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/falling_athrea_scans/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_love_amy/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_sound_of_a_butterfly/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dark_mermaid/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/artificial_temperature_36_7_c/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dancing_with_the_devil/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/reunion/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ways_of_parting/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/form_of_sympathy/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tale_of_the_yellow_dragon/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/to_take_an_enemys_heart/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/to_be_or_not_to_be/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/i_will_be_waiting_for_you_in_1999/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/minority_1/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/incidentally_dyed_by_spring_s_love/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_trace_of_the_wonder/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/driver_s_high/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/cold_blooded_beast/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/solo_for_two_mature/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/good_day_to_go_crazy/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/timeless_melody/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/don_t_mix_business_with_pleasure/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/love_sick_dog/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/doppleganger/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/grieving_you/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/eternal_covenant/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bongchon_bride/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/wolf_in_the_house/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/momentum_park_ji_yeon/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dark_heaven/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/this_ending/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ze/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/toumei_na_ai_no_utsuwa/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/loss_time_ni_hanamuke_o/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sayonara_no_moment/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kanawanu_koi_no_musubikata/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kowagaranai_de_soba_ni_ite/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/paradise_view/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lonely_to_organdy/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tamayura_yuki_ringo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mou_ichido_nando_demo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/doushitemo_furetakunai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/asagao_wa_yoru_kara_saku/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/until_i_meet_my_husband/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boy_meets_maria/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/see_you_later_mermaid/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/500_nen_no_itonami/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/bokura_ga_koi_wo_ushinau_riyuu/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hinadori_wa_shiokaze_ni_madoromu/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/rumspringa_no_joukei/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/castle_mango/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/smells_like_green_spirit/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tokyo_in_april/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/majo_to_neko/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/midnight_rain_ctk/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_no_yume_o_mite_iru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/on_doorstep/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/coyote_zariya_ranmaru/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/yume_no_hashibashi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/composing_spring_in_this_room_where_cherry_blossoms_bloom/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kono_koi_wa_hoshi_ni_wa_negawanai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_to_tsuzuru_utakata/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/haru_and_midori/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ohana_holoholo/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/throw_away_the_suit_together/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/run_away_with_me_girl/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_ga_shinu_made_koi_wo_shitai/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sayonara_rose_garden/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/this_love_that_won_t_reach/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_monster_wants_to_eat_me/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/tower_of_campanella/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kimi_no_koe/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/will_you_marry_me_again_if_you_are_reborn/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/when_sato_kun_died/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ohayou_ibarahime/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/oboreru_knife/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/mars_souryo_fuyumi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kyou_no_kira_kun/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/watashitachi_no_shiawase_na_jikan/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/boku_no_gemini/

A home far away

Witch Hat Atelier (this one's got everybody in the comment section wanting to commit suicide)
Echoes of Footsteps (so so good, happy ending but I cried buckets. Hits right into your unresolved abandonment issues hehe)