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Ugly crying at 3:55 a.m. is no joke

Shells February 17, 2026 10:38 pm

I marinated this for sooooo long. Ig the last time I read this, the last chapter uploaded was when beom saw a woman dancing and there was some purple flowers and I was like this is gonna be so good, I'll read it when it finishes (*꒦꒳꒦)

I was literally reading this while listening to CAS playlist and if anyone is reading this comment, just do. Oh my god the environment changes, the vibe and all. Its effective. (Small? Spoilers below if this is ur first time reading this manhwa)

Now its been YEARS and I finally caught up to chapter 30 and TELL ME WHY im bawling MY EYES OUT, like not sniff sniff so sad, im tearing up, literally waterfall from my eyes. My face is soaked, my hair is messed up and I literally cannot stop tearing up!!! Like for the sake of everything good, its 4 am!!! And I saw the comments yall... I know someone is dying out here, I dont know if its my lovely beom or my lovely Geumhu... WHYYYY WHY DID I HAVE TO GO AND SEE THE COMMENTS LIKE IM LITERALLY STRESSING TF OUT THESE ENTIRE CHAPTERS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK, LIKE I CANT HELP BUT FEEL ANXIOUS READING THIS LIKE IM LITERALLY SHAKING HELP ME OH MY GOD
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Anyway, I dont know if anyone is reading this, im just so... im done. I need to talk to myself for a moment. My dear Geumhu is continuously seeing dreams of lovely beom dying but then beom says opposite happens of what u dream so is my Geumhu gonna die? But then ig chapter 30? They were doing it and beom was like promise me u will be the one killing me and im like (O_O)! Dont tell me my precious beom is gonna die by GEUMHU'S HANDS PLEASEEE ILL CRASH OUT!!! Like while I was reading it... I was like i never knew sex could be sad. Pleaseee but then I saw someone saying that like its just in the side story and not in the main so what the hell? Is it even true? Is it like just extra trauma on the side of a happy story? Like what could have been type shit? Please I cannot handle this, I thought they would be forever happy like get equality (ancient times so maybe no) or get secretly married but what the hell is going to happen. Please let people in the comments just be joking around and playing kind game with other readers .·°՞(っ-ᯅ-ς)՞°·.

I should read something calm otherwise ill just be thinking about it instead of sleeping.

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