no I swear I don’t usually say this but let’s just have the mc pretend to move on with another guy to speed this up because the mc keeps taking steps forward and I’m tired of the ml taking steps back. I just wish he were honest about what he really wanted because if doesn’t care abt the mc potentially moving on and ending up with someone else then I don’t need to see them together actually. like if the mc played hard to get I fear the ml wouldn’t bat a lash or act any differently while you see the mc constantly thinking about him
Its frustrating, whenever the mc trying to give up in the end, the ml will give him candy and pull him back to this push & pull game again, over and over, i don't care about his 'noble' research, he's being toxic without him realising it. Sooner or later the mc will burnt out from this game, for being frustrated and feeling constantly anxious.
Trust me, i know, its very tiring to have your emotional constantly up and down, you really giving your best to love him, but he doesn't give back except for the first time when he's wanting to lure you in and when you're trying to give up. He give you soo much love in the beginning, and then stop giving, then giving just few crumbs that enough for you to feel happy to keep you from getting away. That's exactly what this ml being doing without him realising it.
The ML has layers and he’s not that bad. He wants the male MC but obviously he said he doesn’t like himself. This is a very emotional complicated situation for him. There’s two emotions fighting within himself wanting to be with the MC but being with the MC conflicts with his beliefs of not wanting to be in a dynamic relationship. Thats why he’s working so hard for the meds so subs can be independent and not go into “ play relationships” with him going into a relationship he beliefs would contradict his research and his beliefs. Right now he’s being cold because he hasn’t come to terms that it’s ok to be with the MC and he still hasn’t gotten over his self hatred so yeaaaa and tbh in the beginning the ML didn’t know that he was going to see the MC after that. If I saw someone cute yeah sure I’ll do that for a day but then the next day you say I’m engaged this one person I met for just one day and it was literally yesterday … and I have these inner issues, I’d be the same way as the male lead

Honestly what does the ml actually want, his mouth say he doesn't want to be with mc but all his action are completely the opposite. I don't like this push and pull situation, i hope they will talk it out and solve it asap i guess....
I kinda feel tired for the mc, although he's a spoiled brat, he's not a bad person, that's just the way he's being raised, he can't change overnight, but he really do trying his best.