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There is no way to excuse TJ actions but he didn't intentionally break Ian legs. There are...

Chigirioiledup March 23, 2026 12:19 am

There is no way to excuse TJ actions but he didn't intentionally break Ian legs. There are other stuff but just here me out. TJ saw what happened with David. He joined the organization. He climbed that cooperate ladder thinking that power and money are what he needed to protect Ian and along the way ot got twisted. Ian stayed because he thinks that TJ losing his humanity is because of him. He thinks that TJ join the organization because of him which is why he said TJ is his "karma". Ian later on wanted out of that life because he could no longer handle it anymore. He met Jo. He saw that Jo has a familiar gaze reminded him of TJ. He call TJ his best friend, his family and when ask by Jo if he has someone he loves. He said yes there is but after a bit he change it to was which is obviously a lie because he believes that what happened to TJ is his fault and he believes that if he leaves it would be better for the both of them. Chapter 32 they had a fight and the dialogue said "how can we be over when we never even started." Which is true because they slept together, they loved each other but they never truly started their relationship because neither of them were saying out loud that they love each other. Ian ran to TJ when he got into car accident. Ian was willing to go back to TJ in the funeral chapter. Ian only left with Jo because he thought that TJ no longer needed him. He shield TJ from that bullet and here is the thing I see that people say Ian is lying in ch 98 which is untrue because two things can be true at once, a person could love two person but the other one will always be significantly be stronger. Whatever Ian learned from Jo, he wanted that with TJ. TJ is not the only person that is a equivalent of his past. He isn't trying to run from TJ. David, Jason, his mother, young TJ, all that happened in the organization are all of his past that he doesn't want. He is trying to get out of his past in general not TJ. Ian and TJ consistently show that they love each other while Jo was able to offer Ian a new possibility but Ian wants that with TJ.



Look Jo is a good man. He deserves better but he will be fine. He will be heartbroken but he'll eventually move on. TJ and Ian has year worth of hardship turama and love for one another that they never go to express because they don't communicate and due to their circumstances. Genuinely I can not see TJ being in love with anyone else other than Ian and Ian will probably never be able to love anyone as deep as he does with TJ. They're endgame. They're free from their restraint.



What I will admit is that it feels rush. The execution of TJian being endgame could have been better with more redemption from TJ or we could've seen what Ian was thinking, what he was doing in those two years first before TJ and Ian meet. Either way I still love them. Spare me from your attack please.

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    Chigirioiledup March 23, 2026 12:29 am

    This fandoms are such haters

    Justme March 23, 2026 12:54 am

    His love for Jo is real, but not in the sense he loves TJ. TJ is his family, his lover, his everything. He went back twice for the ear cuffs, twice.
    He forgave him for the accident. I feel he knew TJ didnt mean for him to get hurt.

    Before Jo there were others. Jo just wanted to be serious. I believe yall remember Ian didnt have a problem to stop sleeping with him.

    Chigirioiledup March 23, 2026 1:15 am
    His love for Jo is real, but not in the sense he loves TJ. TJ is his family, his lover, his everything. He went back twice for the ear cuffs, twice. He forgave him for the accident. I feel he knew TJ didnt mean... Justme

    Yep he doesn't have any problem cutting Jo off. He intended it to be a one night stand. He just did it because he mentioned that he wasn't sleeping so well and it helps him. It is his coping mechanism and Jo was just persistent enough that he got a longer shot with Ian than most.

    Justme March 23, 2026 2:05 am
    Yep he doesn't have any problem cutting Jo off. He intended it to be a one night stand. He just did it because he mentioned that he wasn't sleeping so well and it helps him. It is his coping mechanism and Jo wa... Chigirioiledup

    Exactly..im also confused why people are calling TJ an abusive ex?! He wasnt even an ex and if anything was abusive, it was both of them. People acting like Ian wasnt also killing people while he was in the band. Also as they got older, to me it felt that Ian had much more control in their relationship

    He wasnt abusive physically, emotionally it tense but it symbiotic lol

    Flooper March 23, 2026 2:46 am
    Exactly..im also confused why people are calling TJ an abusive ex?! He wasnt even an ex and if anything was abusive, it was both of them. People acting like Ian wasnt also killing people while he was in the ban... Justme

    Do you generally lack media literacy or are you clouded by delusions tj was so abusive Idk about you but i would never cripple my partner or send them to jail while battling substance abuse and also make them go into debt and what about the time tj literally prevented ian from having a hook up while he was banging bitches oh what about the time his homophobic gang members shit on ian but tj didn’t peep the list can go FOREVER Tj generally such a shit choice for ian he wasn’t even developed or had redemption arc (which still wouldn’t erase his bad deeds)

    Chigirioiledup March 23, 2026 7:07 am
    Exactly..im also confused why people are calling TJ an abusive ex?! He wasnt even an ex and if anything was abusive, it was both of them. People acting like Ian wasnt also killing people while he was in the ban... Justme

    Um no like I love TJian but do not give me biased opinion that makes Ian the villain. TJ IS IN FACT ABUSIVE. Ian only fault is being an enabler to tTJ obsession. So let's get it right

    Mimi March 23, 2026 9:36 am
    His love for Jo is real, but not in the sense he loves TJ. TJ is his family, his lover, his everything. He went back twice for the ear cuffs, twice. He forgave him for the accident. I feel he knew TJ didnt mean... Justme

    What chapter did he go back for the ear cuffs?

    Lithium March 23, 2026 5:07 pm

    I love you Chigi. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
    I agree with everything you said and you said a lot !!
    I don’t know how can someone disagree because most of it is literally the story we all read.

    Lithium March 23, 2026 5:13 pm
    What chapter did he go back for the ear cuffs? Mimi

    87 and 93

    Chigirioiledup March 23, 2026 5:53 pm
    I love you Chigi. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶I agree with everything you said and you said a lot !! I don’t know how can someone disagree because most of it is literally the story we all read. Lithium

    ;((