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Spoiler ch91
Exactly this! He didn't acknowledge anything Seojoon said in last chapters, that he feels insecure, that he feels like a second option, and right after their moment Jooan started avoiding him and of course went to Hajin across the street where Seojoon can see everything, like... I know Jooan is dense, and now he's focused on how he's feelings towards Seojoon grows (this is why he was avoiding him) and we know that he never truly loved Hajin (it was like a childhood crash) but Seojoon doesn't, and Jooan's sending conflicting signals to the guy who just a moment ago told him that he feels insecure, the fact that Jooan's not working on reassuring Seojoon about his honesty, I know it all is for angst, but I just feel so bad for Seojoon, because Jooan makes it very hard to believe him...
From the horrible translations I got Seojoon gets homeboy (ngl i dont remember his name lol) off. Seojoon then runs away and gets himself off. Next day is awkward but homeboy starts avoiding him. Im not 100% sure of the reason but I think its bc he is worried seojoon will think he is only interested in seojoon for sex. Seojoon notices and sees homeboy talking to Hajin. Seojoon reads homeboy's lips and he says im uncomfortable with seojoon. Seojoon is of course devastated. And thats how the lastest chapter ends. Again I might be wrong since im using Google translater
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https://newtoki469.com/webtoon/27660723/%ED%97%88%EB%8B%88-%EB%B2%A0%EC%96%B4?page=4&toon=BL%2FGL
Exactly!!! Like why did you go and talk to hajin instead of the person who still has so many unanswered questions! Also I know Hajin is your friend but maybe find someone else to talk to or dont talk nearby where seojoon can see you. He already expressed how horrible he feels seeing you with him!!!!!! Just sitting away from eachother isn't enough!!!!! Ugh I hope seojoon leaves his ass again!!!!
Totally, gosh, I had tears in my eyes reading that chapter, wanted to hug my Seojoon so badly, poor guy, I know that lip reading is crazy, but he's damn constantly insecure, cannot blame him, he was already ready to let go earlier, Jooan couldn't accept that and wanted to try, and I get it, it was a new situation for him (maybe even he truly had some feelings to Seojoon but couldn't see that earlier for 12 years), just like he didn't own Seojoon any feelings, the same Seojoon doesn't need to want to be with him now after all what happened with Hajin, but the fact that Jooan didn't address anything Seojoon said to him, his insecurities, didn't even try to assure him of his feelings and that Hajin means nothing (Seojoon still thinks that toy is so important to Jooan, it broke my heart when Seojoon's found that damn toy in HIS room right when he came back), and now Jooan's avoiding him and went to Hajin, gosh, he's making things worse and seriously, I'm wondering if it wouldn't be better for Seojoon to just leave, because Jooan clearly cannot understand emotions yet, not to mention Seojoon's, at this point we need a huge chasing arc, because Jooan needs to do a lot to cover up all that shit and reasure Seojoon of your feelings if he wants a real relationship with him!
Omg I've been crying for seojoon since chapter 85 since Seojoon saw jooan run to hajin. The way they started this whole thing was insane and wasn't going to work either. I honestly do think Jooan had feelings for Seojoon this entire time but wasn't aware. The reaction he had when seojoon left and how depressed he was afterwards is proof. Like I said it started off bad from the beginning bc who goes lets see if I can like you too when I just got dumped by childhood crush. Of course the other person will always doubts if you still like your crush or if their feelings are genuine. I hope seojoon leaves or starts seeing other ppl.
This, because in Seojoon's mind Jooan was in love with Hajin since his childhood, he was next to him through all these 12 years hearing about that, of course it's painful to him and cannot believe in Jooan being sincere, even when in reality what he felt to Hajin was not even love, he liked the imagination of that little friend, that's all, and I believe that now Jooan will understand that his only true love is Seojoon, but like you said, in Seojoon's mind the that he jumped right away from Hajin to figuring out his feelings to Seojoon feels dishonest, and cannot blame him, he's securing his own feelings because doesn't want to get hurt, because he knows Jooan so well, and the fact that he's acting before thinking.
Of course, I guess there will be no separation, more like Seojoon will wait till these 2 monts are finished and try to move on, but Jooan won't let him, but I need a long chasing arc, where Jooan is reassuring Seojoon about his true feelings and communicating it over and over again, so Seojoon can finally feel seen, acknowledged and truly loved, not as a damn second option! my baby deserves all the best
Its the fact that it gets worse after this
Im all for what's about to happen but the no discussions about every valid point Seojoon just made is going to ruin any chances they have of getting together! (Yes obviously they will but but not without miscommunication or problems)