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any heartwrenching BL recs having stsg dynamic?

Mr Rover March 27, 2026 12:16 am

so as y'all may or may not know, i fucking LOVE satosugu. y'all TOTALLY need to know them fr. having said that, they ruined my life, their dynamic is so beautiful T_T. (i wish i could write all the details gege akutami put as easter eggs to show their hinted feelings/romance, please ask me about them if you want to know, i will gladly reply. and if you know anything you think i might not know about them, you can tell me as well). do y'all have any heart wrenching soul crushing recommendations for dynamics like that T_T. can be non-BLs as well.
some examples of crushing devotion star crossed dynamic i know:

• lu guang x cheng xiaoshi (link click)
• phainon x mydei (honkai star rail)–i don't play the game, but one of the kind person on mgg happened to tell me about this ship and honestly, im gonna kms T_T they're so star crossed, wdym he said “become the dawn....deliverer(phainon's nickname mydei calls him)” as he was dying by the hands of phainon himself, im ending me T_T
• hikaru x yoshiki (the summer hikaru died)
• joonghyuk x dokja (orv) – never read the novel or manhwa but know a bit about them, “it was a great story, isn't that right?”
• ivan x till (alnst)
• ash x eiji (banana fish)
• dazai x chuuya (bsd)
• the whole narusasu, obikaka, hashimada (naruto)–again, never watched, js know the ships bc i love them gay men
• satoru x suguru (ofcourse!)
• itadori x fushiguro (honorable mention)

some ancient yaoi shit:
• gilgamesh x enkidu (insane to think that the first ever epic known to us is literally YAOI like them men been gay since day #1 T_T)
• achilles x patroclus
• hephaestion x alexander
• hyacinthus x apollo
• rumi x shamz (?)

please tell me what are y'all fav yaoi ships? some ships which have this doomed thing going on, where they can't be together bc of narrative, or js a heartwrenching connection they share.

xoxo peace out and stan #satosugu
(I'm probably gonna get known on this site as THAT ONE SATOSUGU SHIPPER lmao)

Responses
    Jet March 27, 2026 12:24 am

    How you seen the crazy amount of actual satoru x suguru on here (If not, check the yaoi tag, go to the most recent, and go backwars till you see them cause idk what pages they're on)

    Jet March 27, 2026 12:26 am

    There's also like a couple dazai x chuuya and like 2 hsr ones but I think they're both Blade and Bibidi

    catty666 March 27, 2026 12:34 am
    How you seen the crazy amount of actual satoru x suguru on here (If not, check the yaoi tag, go to the most recent, and go backwars till you see them cause idk what pages they're on) Jet

    You mean the doujinshis? You can just write gojo x geto in the search bar. Kura no Ryuukeichi is a personal favvvv

    Mr Rover March 27, 2026 12:54 am
    You mean the doujinshis? You can just write gojo x geto in the search bar. Kura no Ryuukeichi is a personal favvvv catty666

    no i am DEVASTATED by kura no ryuukeichi. stsg nation does not know happiness T_T. i'll recommend you "do not go gentle into that good night" by "shi nien er san" it's not my reading manga(PLEASE read it,like rn, and tell me about it oh god i want someone else to read it the angst was angsting fr, it got no smut pure pain as god intended). plus, i recommend all the doujinshis from that author. "blue" is a good one too.

    Mr Rover March 27, 2026 12:56 am
    How you seen the crazy amount of actual satoru x suguru on here (If not, check the yaoi tag, go to the most recent, and go backwars till you see them cause idk what pages they're on) Jet

    iknow abt stsg doujins. what i mean is the heartwrenching dynamic. most doujins is about smut. i want the grief, the pain, the absolute helplessness and hopelessness in the dynamic, the knowing it's doomed yet i still can't love any other except you. the "in all lifetimes only you" kind of dynamic AGH man do i love soulmatism. im pits deep into this doomed yaoi shit man istg it's not funny haha anymore it's real mental issue atp T_T

    catty666 March 27, 2026 1:16 am
    no i am DEVASTATED by kura no ryuukeichi. stsg nation does not know happiness T_T. i'll recommend you "do not go gentle into that good night" by "shi nien er san" it's not my reading manga(PLEASE read it,like r... Mr Rover

    YOOO I CANT BELIEVE I SKIPPED THESE. I was being picky with the drawing style but at this point give me allllll the crumbss. Are you on AO3 too? You should get there asap if not already we have hella gems there as well

    karie March 27, 2026 1:27 am

    no way bro talking about greek mythology as ancient yaoi im ctfu

    Mr Rover March 27, 2026 2:10 am
    no way bro talking about greek mythology as ancient yaoi im ctfu karie

    i mean, it is yaoi though lol. y'all can't convince me otherwise. are you saying those were "purely platonic heterosexual strictly just friends" yeah no. that's some BS. alexander went insane, crying and mourning about hephaestion's death. achilles legit fought the trojan war out of RAGE for patroclus' death. rumi out there writer 3000+ sonnets on love and loss when shamz left, there's no heterosexual explanation for this my dear.

    Mr Rover March 27, 2026 2:23 am
    YOOO I CANT BELIEVE I SKIPPED THESE. I was being picky with the drawing style but at this point give me allllll the crumbss. Are you on AO3 too? You should get there asap if not already we have hella gems there... catty666

    im not on ao3 as a user bc no one i know is on ao3 so i dont know how to get recommended T_T what to do?
    i do go to ao3 to read fics, i was reading achilles,come down by hotcocoaaa

    Mr Rover March 27, 2026 2:46 am
    YOOO I CANT BELIEVE I SKIPPED THESE. I was being picky with the drawing style but at this point give me allllll the crumbss. Are you on AO3 too? You should get there asap if not already we have hella gems there... catty666

    no bro bc do not go gentle into that good night ruined me so much the last panels give me chills i felt like crying T_T. the story catches the vibe of stsg so much even though it's an AU which is totally diff from jjk. the metaphor for leopard UGHH the author is cruel for that T_T

    karie March 27, 2026 5:44 am
    i mean, it is yaoi though lol. y'all can't convince me otherwise. are you saying those were "purely platonic heterosexual strictly just friends" yeah no. that's some BS. alexander went insane, crying and mourni... Mr Rover

    im not saying they weren't homosexual, but it's the fact you used the label "yaoi" when yaoi is a completely inappropriate term to describe them and their relationship, given their history lies in greek mythology and not from a japanese manga...

    Mr Rover March 27, 2026 6:01 am
    im not saying they weren't homosexual, but it's the fact you used the label "yaoi" when yaoi is a completely inappropriate term to describe them and their relationship, given their history lies in greek mytholo... karie

    i understand where you're coming from, but yaoi is a term which is mostly used loosely now, js like how the term "gay" is used as an umbrella term for people who like same gender. heated rivalry is "hockey yaoi", etc. i never used yaoi in bad faith, so you want me to write "ancient men who partook in homoerotic relationships with their close friend" instead? when i can js say yaoi and people will understand the meaning?

    catty666 March 27, 2026 8:59 am
    im not on ao3 as a user bc no one i know is on ao3 so i dont know how to get recommended T_T what to do? i do go to ao3 to read fics, i was reading achilles,come down by hotcocoaaa Mr Rover

    Wtf you have to get recommended nowadays? I thought you just had to request an invitation:/ I can recommend you if that’s how it works tho

    karie March 28, 2026 12:42 am
    i understand where you're coming from, but yaoi is a term which is mostly used loosely now, js like how the term "gay" is used as an umbrella term for people who like same gender. heated rivalry is "hockey yaoi... Mr Rover

    yaoi is a reductive term... it's not abt intention, it's about how u come off. any gay media being considered "yaoi" is just harmful to actual queer media and its portrayal in the mainstream. I don't mean to police u, nor do i mean to make u feel bad, but it's important to actually understand what ur consuming and the huge differences between the kinds of medias ur consuming, rather than grouping it solely based on if there's gay characters involved or not. I can expand if u dont understand what i mean, but i just wanted to say this cuz it is genuinely not good to refer to anything with homosexual relationships as yaoi...

    karie March 28, 2026 12:44 am
    i understand where you're coming from, but yaoi is a term which is mostly used loosely now, js like how the term "gay" is used as an umbrella term for people who like same gender. heated rivalry is "hockey yaoi... Mr Rover

    and don't get me wrong cuz i read yaoi too, and idt there's something wrong with ppl reading /consuming it. it's still harmful though to call anything w gay men in it as yaoi tho

    Mr Rover March 31, 2026 8:13 pm
    and don't get me wrong cuz i read yaoi too, and idt there's something wrong with ppl reading /consuming it. it's still harmful though to call anything w gay men in it as yaoi tho karie

    i agree, i m sorry if I came off that way. i don't want to reduce those stories to js gay romance, it's js the way meme language caught up to me ig? Sorry once again if I offended u or anyone, i didn't mean to condense a piece of media to yaoi, but it was js a way for me to call it "homoerotic / queer mlm themed "

    karie March 31, 2026 9:54 pm
    i agree, i m sorry if I came off that way. i don't want to reduce those stories to js gay romance, it's js the way meme language caught up to me ig? Sorry once again if I offended u or anyone, i didn't mean to ... Mr Rover

    no i understand! plus it is a manga website so it's not like there's any actual repercussions in real world. I just wanted to say this because I noticed lots of people using yaoi to refer to real people and their real relationship as if they were objects... not saying you would, but yeah </3