you can achieve your dream body with healthy habits(: don‘t go trough the same route as her, treat your body with a lot of love and care
i know, im trying. but it's so hard, i know bc i've been leaner and after and slightly leaned and after again and again, and i js see the contrast of people treating me. and i see this feeling of "almost becoming human" whenever i lose weight it makes me realise oh im missing out on, js being human. like, when im fat, that's all i am. fat. anything i say is js words random jumble and people take me more seriously and w compassion when im thinner. looks matter sm T_T
i know exactly what you‘re talking about omg i am anorexic and when i had to gain weight to you know.. not die… i felt like i lost my human rights, mind you i was never fat, just normal weight/still lean/no longer deathly thin. So i relapsed, it‘s so sad that i can‘t be normal about my body </3 so treat yourself with love and patience and trust me, nobody views you as strictly as you view yourself
as a fat person who wants to be thin so bad, (i don't have bulimia) i understand her so much. it's like looking into the mirror, she's so me. it's so fucking relatable i cried so much.