Does anyone else feel so behind in life ?

Alllllllll the timeeeeeee. Constantly lol. It sucks so bad but I think I gotta realize that life isnt a race and I only feel this way cuz I compare myself to others when I shouldnt.

I feel like I waste so much time reading porn on this site ╥﹏╥ . It’s enjoyable but I feel it’s a guilty pleasure . I’m rotting …

I also feel like I’m rotting from the inside… Chopped and miserable brooo Σ( ￣□￣||)

Lmaooooo same! I was thinking about that the other day that I really spend too much time reading on here. I think it's just cuz I enjoy all the stories I read and it's a form of escapism for me. Life is hard and getting harder, I feel behind all the time, depressed and anxious but this website helps me take my mind off of everything so it's become a bit of a crutch for me and it's getting a little excessive cuz every moment I have for rest, I'm probably on here reading lol.
Everything feels so hard but it's easy to ignore when I can read about people being in love and having happy endings. Dont have to think about myself when I'm wrapped up reading about someone elses life and story
And its kinda funny cuz I still manage to do the things I have to do in real life to get by but it still feels like something I should feel guilty about

yeah I've never felt so behind in my life before
dont mean to get all sad and depressive but i dont have a job and i don't even do my online classes :p I just read all day and i usually just read slop anyway
but at the same time i still feel somewhat above others because i read way more than the average person my age so my media literacy is also higher than average..

Bitch I’m unemployed too ╥﹏╥. The job market is so bad rn where I live. I’ve applied to several jobs and done a few interviews and have been rejected by all of them . I’m so over this shit .

Sameeee, this is literally where I escape too . I have bad luck with relationships in real life but on here I can read amazing romantic stories and it makes my heart fluff and I feel good . Then I get depressed bc the shit don’t exist in reality lmao .