WHAT THE FUCK MATE WHAT DID I JUST READ OH MY GOD????? Holy shit.. I like reading dark stuff too but I had no idea it was THIS fucked
woah, can i get a title for that one "where ML cut off both of the main characters arms and later rapes the MC with MC's own prosthetic arm"? sounds fucked
Watch the author have a loving family and friends, a successful life and plenty of food on the table
Thank you, I've now fully resolved myself to never read toxic shit
It's a two part series called Venus ni Seppun and Shinkai No Venus by Sadahiro Mika.
Funny enough I was fine reading those, but this one just made me sad, angry and nauseous.
I'm so sorry. At least the ML bought them a dog and not a horse.
After finishing the novel, I had to reread Bongchon Bride to bleach my brain. Heck even Harada's work would have felt comforting after the "then he was raped by the dog, the end" ending.
What the actual fuck man this is literally crazy as fuck (⊙…⊙ )
I have read a lot of messed up stuff ever since I first started reading yaoi almost two decades ago. In the scale of things, this manga upset me more than the one where ML cut off both of the main characters arms and later rapes the MC with MC's own prosthetic arm.
The feeling of sheer hopeless of this and watching things go from bad to worse feels really bad. Like watching a car crash, and not being able to look away. I usually like dark stuff, but this actually upset me so much that I had to go and rage read the novel. I was hoping that MC would die and sweet death would allow him to escape this gruesome story.
Novel Spoiler.
No one gets to escape and it gets way worse!
The last group rape is really violent and brutal. The MC's physical injuries are significant (broken bones, torn uretha and downstairs), and he will never truly recover from it. He limps and feels pain when trying to walk. He drops out of school and becomes completely dependent on ML. He suffers from nightmares and hallucinations. Even when awake, he can hear the voices of the men who raped him. One day when alone, the hallunications taunt him to the point he tries to kill himself, but ML finds him just in time.
After having broken MC both mentally and physically, ML becomes nicer. No more beatings and MC gets to have furniture in his little rape room. ML even starts to leave the door unlocked. The development is just enough to trick you into thinking that maybe the worst is over and we can finally breath again.
Wrong! Then they get a dog! :(
At this point, MC's mind has been broken so badly that the border between what's okay and big no no is gone. One day when he is masturbating alone, it doesn't quite scratch the itch. So, he gets a jar of honey and gets the dog to lick his front and back not knowing the ML has set up CCTV in the room. Soon after, the ML confronts him. He slaps and kicks MC saying shit like:
"Your body loves being used roughly. Beaten, raped, trampled--that's what your body recognizes as love."
"That's when I realized. Aha, l shouldnt love this person as a human."
Don't be too scared. We've been through this before, right? Back then, I hit you because I was angry, but this time.. it's because I love you. So don't be afraid."
ML then gets the dog to rape MC until MC passes out. After this, ML feels genuine joy having discovered an act that will satisfy both him and the MC. ML pets and kisses the dog telling it what a good job it has done.
The End.
I'm finally free of this torment! If heaven exists, I have been blacklisted for having read this cursed novel.
9/10 - In terms of disturbing sadistic revenge rape porn
1/10 - In terms of my personal happiness - the art is good and this did keep me at the edge of my seat until the bitter end.