I think we feel like this, disappointed personally because we somehow expected this story to be fluffy and looked forward to a healthy unconventional omegaverse couple but we get something like this. I usually don't mind toxic and crimes if it's withing the context and premise but this was just not the right one. They're college students and Suah raped his childhood friend who's aspiring to be an Olympian.
The power imbalance was too much as well, Juhyeok deserves better.
Yep the story humanized juheok way too much for us to not gaf. He has his identity crisis, he’s adorable a tough judo player, and assertive and he is reduced to a crying man in pain pleading to not be graped…. Apologizing and begging him to stop, and thats his childhood best friend who we have been shown their cute moments and how he looked at juheok back then. It just sucks ass, it’s sad as hell, his first time being like this.

Honestly speaking when this manhwa started, it became my favourite in no time.
It has the childhood story with the gorgeous art which made it seem so much special and beautiful to the point every single week I was looking forward for the new chapter.
I will still do, no way i dropping it without knowing the whole story but, something is not okay here.
I have read stories which are worse and I do not hate this either but the way su ah personality changed it just will not be the same for me!
The childhood arc was portrayed so beautiful it gave me some sort of nostalgia ( like it's hard to describe the feeling) but this is a messed up situation not that I can fix it ( no hate to author, like Bboong is one of my favourite authors )!
But everything going on this manhwa is not what I expected it will definitely be my favourite no questions asked but i had point it out. Cause these chapters make it look just like other manhwas like passion , codename Anastasia etc which I really didn't wanted to happen cause it felt extremely healing and healthy during the childhood arc.
All I can do is to be patient that's all!
(Just a guess though but I think that su ah's nose is bleeding because I don't think author nim would put marking so early in the story)