Some might say it’s semantics but I get what’s stressing Garam. Experiencing homophobia at such a young age via being beat up by his ex’s mom as a high schooler!! after his ex lied about him being assaulted by Garam and then his own mom somewhat icing him out after he came out to her has left him deeply traumatized and tangibly without a support system.
Jaehyuk doing all of these things *for* him is scary because, I imagine, he’s worried about Jaehyuk coming to resent him for “losing out” on all of those opportunities. Garam’s ex literally sliced Jaehyuk’s eyebrow while trying to blame Garam still for how their relationship fell apart.
I wish Garam realized that, in Jaehyuk’s mind, Jaehyuk isn’t so much as doing all of this for *him* (except for the quitting the modeling job, that was definitely to appease Garam) as Jaehyuk is doing all of this for Jaehyuk’s own desire to showcase and act on his love for Garam.
Some might say it’s semantics but I get what’s stressing Garam. Experiencing homophobia at such a young age via being beat up by his ex’s mom as a high schooler!! after his ex lied about him being assaulted by Garam and then his own mom somewhat icing him out after he came out to her has left him deeply traumatized and tangibly without a support system.
Jaehyuk doing all of these things *for* him is scary because, I imagine, he’s worried about Jaehyuk coming to resent him for “losing out” on all of those opportunities. Garam’s ex literally sliced Jaehyuk’s eyebrow while trying to blame Garam still for how their relationship fell apart.
I wish Garam realized that, in Jaehyuk’s mind, Jaehyuk isn’t so much as doing all of this for *him* (except for the quitting the modeling job, that was definitely to appease Garam) as Jaehyuk is doing all of this for Jaehyuk’s own desire to showcase and act on his love for Garam.