Whaaat? Willingly? Why would he do that ? Does he like the father or smt? And I know he wasn't able to take revenge but he did want to. He said that he wanted to take revenge and was kinda using seme for that...and he regretted and felt sorry for that....coz he cares for seme. So I'm not asking whether he did take revenge... because he clearly wanted to but failed.... I'm asking what was the reason he wanted to take revenge.....coz if he liked the father then there would be no need for revenge???
Nevermind..i read the whole thing. He did come for revenge...he didn't like the father.. infact he hated him...he wanted to honey trap and kill him/destroy that family. He knew he'd have to leave (the seme) when the father died so he stalled....coz even if seme is back in the country the uske would have had to leave once the master dies......but then seme striked first....uke then wanted to protect seme coz he cares for him. But I don't think he took the blame for anything???? It's not like uke was charged for murder or anything...but yeah some people suspect him and he doesn't clarify....... Anyway what I don't understand is that he stalled because he didn't want to leave the seme but the seme was just a little boy when he left and he only spent a small time with the uke....so did the uke grow so fond of him in that short time that he stalled his revenge for like a decade ???? He surely had many chances ? Now that's a bit of a plot hole ...but still I don't think he stalled because he like the father.....he definitely wouldn't forgive the madam and the master coz one of them hit on his mother while the other kicked them out for no reason. So in conclusion he hesitates all those years for the sake of the child seme.....and then....his feelings evolve to romantic feelings? It's not a very smooth transition ngl.

Someone tell me was he actually fucking that dad. I don’t want to read it if it’s fucked up?