Totally get it. I had this feeling too when I read monochrome diary, the first smut scene was between mc and another dude thats not even ml I'm like ????yeah I skipped that chapter..
Wait I thought it was only the Mc that slept with someone not the ML?
I felt this way too when I first read story's like this but when you get older you kinda understand a bit
Loneliness makes you do unexpected things.. sometimes things that you don't even know you could. I'm speaking from experience that is
I get your disappointment. But the promise of youth can be washed away by the weight of adulthood. It’s especially true for lonely people. physical intimacy may hold meaning, but it rarely compares to the safety and trust found in someone you truly rely on. You can be with others, but it will never be the same as what you shared with your safe person.
i know i am over reavting but i felt sooooo depressed after knowing that they slept with other peoples. i could not finish it or keep reading .maybe sleeping around is not big deal for somes but for me it is. i felt like the pure promise is broken now. hate it and i hate myself for expecting much