all this coke rant only to get mediocre ending while the other guy is happier than ever. At the end of the day, wetsand started w Jo, ended w him finding peace while Ian has to let go of Jo as he believes he doesn't deserve Jo's love. That's it. Tj stays anxious he might be targeted, he left it all for a guy who's not fully his. Honestly if u had any bit of reading comprehension u would feel sad for TJ

Joian in the story:
"I don't know a thing about you Ian.."
"Can I cum on your face?"
"Do you want to go star gazing?"
"You're broken."
"When you have a problem you talk about it."
"He looks so small*
"Ian....*looks at star*"
"I'll give up my life and put my whole family in danger for you!"
"Do you play with people like that?" -Jo
"Basically yeah bro." -Ian
"But not me...uwu!" -Jo
"Damn bro I just wanted a one night stand."- Ian
"His dick is about as big as Tj"
"I killed a dude." -Ian
"So..star gazing?" -Jo
*Cum on unconscious Ian face*
"Ian,I lov-" -Jo
"Oh hell nahh, don't say it" -Ian
"I was in a gang and I just kill someone because he was a threat to you and your family. Leave before the cops shows up. This is who I really am. I'm tired of pretending."- Ian
"I'll never snitch on you daddy. I'll hold a brick for you, daddy.Smash on a bitch for you, daddy Top of the Ritz, gettin' ate like a steak I'ma cream on your face, lil' daddy." -Jo
(Can't even make this shit up. The only scene that was actually profound with him is the breakup chapter)
Average TJian dialogue
"Everyday is a struggle to get you out of my head."
"Even if that wretched fate end up laughing at you and me."
"You're mine...from the start"
"Is it werid?Being with me like this?"-Ian
"No... it's not werid at all. It's like we have always been doing this.. because I thought of doing it with you a thousand time" -Tj
"We still have time"
"Do you have any ideas what I was feeling that day, what was going through my head when I showed up at the funeral?but still you.."
"I miss you...even now... despite it all"
"I told you to not come to the funeral."
"When did I ever takes order from you?"
"Be free yw."
"What would he say..? That this hair doesn't suit me? Will he make fun of me and say it's weird and awkward?"
"Every cell in my body hardwired to remember the quickest way to climax, response faithfully to the sensation stirred up by familiar presence."
"If it something you don't want I don't want it either. Because in the very beginning all I wanted was you."
It's crazy that the Jo stan still crashing out. "Jo's character development." I mean it's really not that hard to write Jo when he never killed anybody or was never raise in TJ and Ian circumstances. I don't know how is it a character development when all he was in the story was the dude who fells in love with a 3 month situationship. He was always gonna move on anyway because what are you doing moping around your 3 month relationship for 2 years...ig that's his character development going soul searching after a 3 month relationship. A guy of privilege returning to his normal life after stupidly chasing an ex gang members...I don't think that a very hard one to write.
The only disappointment is how short this chapter is. I'm glad to see them smiling and happy but it's clear that the Doyak really wanted to be done with it. It's too bad not that I really blame her. I wouldn't have the energy because the harassment she received was not a 1-2 days thing. It's lasted for week. They say they don't give a fuck and won't read anymore but they stick around every chapter.