This was a great love story honestly. 10/10. So I loved depiction of depression and healing. These things mostly need extrinsic factors. That's why MC needed to hear her mother's regret. I felt that in my core. I too experienced pain like that and It hurts as humans we mostly need to be validated in our feelings. We want to be accepted, appreciated, not be hated by our parents. It's too hard for one person to bear. And it does not to be constant. We just need to be seen at least once. Once and we can began to heal. We just need to know it's possible to also love ourselves. And I loved the healing process. Although it usually takes much longer than that, people do heal in my opinion. And I find that journey so beautiful. When you loved by a person you bloom. It takes so much time love and patience but it's incredible two person can do that. As for ML, I think he was great really. I don't think their childhood mattered because we don't understand our feelings and make mistakes all the time as teens. What mattered is he grew in their relationship. He understood and become beware of MC's feelings. Thoughts. It's so rare when a character is that awake when he himself not know how it actually feels like to be that depressed. And in real world it takes too much time to be open and trust a person to share your past, secrets and true feelings. So it was good that he learned all from his friends. I know it would be nice to see MC to tell him but it would have take much more time or it would be never. Because he did not trust this relationship. It was so realistic to seel all of that. I really think this was a beautiful love story. Not just a "yaoi".
And side note: somethimes in some scenes I felt the characters movement is so realistic. Like they move in a movie. It was refreshing and surprising. It was so subtle but when I realized it it was so unique.
This was a great love story honestly. 10/10. So I loved depiction of depression and healing. These things mostly need extrinsic factors. That's why MC needed to hear her mother's regret. I felt that in my core. I too experienced pain like that and It hurts as humans we mostly need to be validated in our feelings. We want to be accepted, appreciated, not be hated by our parents. It's too hard for one person to bear. And it does not to be constant. We just need to be seen at least once. Once and we can began to heal. We just need to know it's possible to also love ourselves. And I loved the healing process. Although it usually takes much longer than that, people do heal in my opinion. And I find that journey so beautiful. When you loved by a person you bloom. It takes so much time love and patience but it's incredible two person can do that. As for ML, I think he was great really. I don't think their childhood mattered because we don't understand our feelings and make mistakes all the time as teens. What mattered is he grew in their relationship. He understood and become beware of MC's feelings. Thoughts. It's so rare when a character is that awake when he himself not know how it actually feels like to be that depressed. And in real world it takes too much time to be open and trust a person to share your past, secrets and true feelings. So it was good that he learned all from his friends. I know it would be nice to see MC to tell him but it would have take much more time or it would be never. Because he did not trust this relationship. It was so realistic to seel all of that. I really think this was a beautiful love story. Not just a "yaoi".
And side note: somethimes in some scenes I felt the characters movement is so realistic. Like they move in a movie. It was refreshing and surprising. It was so subtle but when I realized it it was so unique.
Thank you for this masterpiece.