SUPER curious

Umm so I just finished the novel and i won't spoil anything but i just have one word to say when I read your comment: "gurl..." you'll understand once things progress....

Spoil me please at least spoil the ending

Same girl. Like I have heard so many things about this novel being a little too dark and going over the board as it progresses, and since I'm feeling the tension build, especially having a feeling that he might try to escape again, and considering what had happened last time he did it, I just want to know what happens next, like just spoil me already, whoever has read the novel version, give me your all

Just found the spoilers thread on twitter lmao now I know not to continue reading at least until it's all finished. can send you the link if you want or Google it. It showed up immediately

Ended up looking for a thread with spoilers (currently on page 5 of comments). Posted May 1, 2026 9:52 am
Might get pushed back more if you wait to look for it.

Oh please do send me the link. Thanks

I'll do it right away

sent you a DM already

Thanks Babe

Ok here's the whole spoiler, like everything (but skipping some things of course or i'll be writing all day lol); do skip if you don't wanna read:











So basically after this point, there are continuous sexual punishments whenever Jiwook acts a bit out of line, which really makes Jiwook submissive and fucked up his brain. At some point, he has the courage to ask Juyeon is he can go out to the living room, to which he agrees and later on even gives Jiwook his phone but is heavily surveilling him. His friend Soohyuk messages him and he is allowed to text. At some point, he calls him and is allowed to answer. His friend is "worried" about him and, after some chit chat, tells him to come to drink at the university club thing they're doing. Juyeon agrees that he can go if he wants. At this point, things are a bit "better" (and I say this loosely) between them. They go to that event and things go off the rails, he sees Sangjin (I still honestly dont know who that is, I'm thinking many it's that junior that r*ped him) who gives him weird looks, and later on, he finds out that his pictures were circulated and that Soohyuk, who told him all this btw, had a part to play in this. He feels betrayed, but more so by Juyeon, who had told him before that he didn't share the photos with Soohyuk. Woojin, a gang member it seems and someone who had beef with Jiwook in their past, comes in and there is tension and he's speaking as though he knows Juyeon. They have a fist fight and anyways he is dragged outside by Juyeon, who tells Jiwook to forget everything he just heard cuz it won't change anything). Jiwook then says that he feels betrayed by Juyeon because he lied to him about not sending the photos to his friend and that he cant trust him anymore. Jiwook then says that if Juyeon lied about this, then he doesn't know what else Juyeon could have lied about and that he could have lied about doing something wrong to Juyeon in the past. This triggers Juyeon, who drags him to the alley, pushing him and hurting his knee, fac-f*cks him and slaps him so hard many times that he passes out. He is taken back to that room and treated even worse than before (and you know this sh*t is depraved if it's even worse than we have already seen or will see soon). Anywho, this goes on until one day, Juyeon leaves behind his phone while in Jiwook's room and there is a call from Soohyeok, which Jiwook answers. He tells he can save him and to leave the house once Juyeon leaves today (to visit his mother in the hospital). He thinks he cant because he is leashed to the wall but then looks and sees it was only a knot to the wall, not pad-locked. He quickly agrees, hangs up the phone and puts it back. He, who has been pwwing on dog pads this entire time, tells Juyeon that the pads are all wet and he needs to use the toilet. Because Juyeon needs to leave asap and can get the pads, etc., he tells him to use the bathroom this time and leaves (without locking him inside the room). Jiwook waits for a while and runs out the back entrance of the building, where he sees a weird car, and in it are Soohyeok and Sangjin (it's Sangjin's car). He reluctantly goes in the car and they drive to Soohyeok's house and there Sangjin attempts to r*pe Juwook, which Soohyeok had told Sangjin was the price for him to help get Jiwook out of there. There is a fight and Sangjin is about to r*pe Jiwook when suddenly, Juyeon and Woojin come inside and stop the attempted r*pe. This is all after Juyeon and Woojin had visited Juyeon's mother in the hospital and his mother mentioning Jiwook's name and telling Juyeon not to hang out with him anymore (she has mental issues and is confusing the past with the present), and then discussing what to do with Jiwook. So now Juyeon beats Soohyeok to a pulp and then forces Jiwook to be ass-f*cked by the semi-unconscious Soohyeok. Jiwook after doing this passes out and both him and Soohyeok are dragged to another location, and Sangjin is "taken care of" by Woojin (maybe he killed him, idk). In that other location, other 6-7 gang members or people from Jiwook's past that were delinquents which were beaten by Jiwook, gather after being called upon by Woojin and when Jiwook regains his consciousness, loses it after hearing Juyeon's story:

Juyeon was a student and after an encounter with Jiwook at a PC Cafe, meets him again at school. They become friends (which makes Juyeon lose his original friends because he is now hanging out with delinquents). One say, Jiwook invites Juyeon to a hangout drinking session, and he agrees. He sneaks out at night, goes there and gets drunk. He drunkenly tells Jiwook that he likes him and Jiwook is disgusted. He runs away and avoids him at school, to which he then faces and goes to a secluded place in the school (like a sports storage unit?? I forgot what it is called) and Jiwook attempts to r*pe Juyeon because he is gay and "wants it". A teacher comes just in time and so nothing happens. Jiwook tells Juyeon to come somewhere after school or else he will kill him, and Juyeon goes there. He is gang-r*ped by Jiwook and his delinquent friends and is recorded (and here, Jiwook also says that he does this to every girl who confesses that they like him, so basically he has gang-r*ped a lot of girls and took their photos, etc). They threaten Juyeon and tell him that if he doesnt do as they say, they will spread his photos and videos everywhere and directly to his mum. This keeps going on and on, until one day Jiwook takes Juyeon to the library and r*pes him in one of the toilet stalls then tapes him to the toilets, with his limbs also bound with tape and leaves him there. A random guy comes in and r*pes Juyeon. After that, Jiwook "disappeared". Juyeon's pictures and videos are spread, and his mither finds him in the hospital (im guessing this is why she lost her mind, after finding out what happened to her son). We later are told that Jiwook was in a fight and got hit on the head and had gotten amnesia, forgetting everything he had done that past year, which is when things had happened with Juyeon, hence why he couldn't remember him. Juyeon visits him at the hospital and this is when he decides to get revenge after Jiwook telling him that he either doesn't remember Juyeon because he is unimportant or because he wants to forget him, and when Juyeon gives the "hypothetical" scenario of being beat up and asking Jiwook what he would do if this happened to him, he said he would get payback regardless of everything. So Juyeon made him resolve and was obsessed with Jiwook and getting his revenge, which Woojin supprted him by training him etc. Woojin first saw Juyeon after having seen the pictures spread and seeing Juyeon outside the same hospital Jiwook and his mother were hospitalised in and was the one who told Juyeon about Jiwook's amnesia and how he doesn't remember him anymore and to get revenge.

Back to the present, Jiwook denies this, saving its all made up and is losing his mind with anger, and keeps saying to Juyeon that he is doing this to Jiwook because he likes him, and provoking him. Juyeon tells the guys to r*pe him and they all do, including Woojin, and they do horrific things to him, including urethra torture, being f*cked by a bat, etc. and beating him up as well, and piss inside him and on him. Juyeon takes him to the hospital because the damage was severe and Jiwook is hospitalised. During his sleep, he remembers what he did to Juyeon and when he wakes up, apologises to Juyeon and considers what happened to him as deserved. He is obviously mentally f*cked at this point and begs Juyeon not to abandon him and Juyeon says he will stay with him and takes him home. That's the end of the main story.

The side stories are basically them living today (for around 5 years btw when it's at the end of the side stories) and there is sadistic sexual play, and even a be*stality one (which is f*cked), and yh basically they start to "like" each other, Jiwook much more than Juyeon (but Juyeon still likes him), and we go through ehat happened to Jiwook after he was discharged from the hospital, his suic*de attempts due to hallucinations of the man who r*ped him, medications, and also Juyeon's graduation, etc. He also takes Jiwook one time to a college class and puta vibrating dildo in him and Jiwook runs off to the bathroom and Juyeon f*cks him, tapes him up, limbs together, and leaves him there until class finished, and Soohyeok and other classmates find him in the bathroom stall like that because Juyeon didnt lock the door. They don't do anything to him as Juyeon comes in and takes him back home. Juyeon says he didn't do it as revenge after Jiwook starts apologising for having done the same thing to him, and thinks to himself that if it were revenge, he would have done that and left them there overnight. Anywho that's all....

I just read the entire thing and that ounce of sympathy I had for Jiwook is gone, they deserve each other. Like I kind of had an Idea that Jiwook probably did Juyeon wrong in the past but it was really disgusting and nasty, no doubt Jiwook is going through all this, it's his own mistake.

Damn, I had an ounce of hope that Jiwook might’ve counted as a different person if he lost enough of his memories, but if he’d been doing that crap to people before that 1 year mark, then no he’s the same trash and still deserves his punishment.