Ricky wouldn’t accept that tho. He wants him to abandon his past altogether and move on…
It’s because he knows hojoong wants to go back to his normal past life and hojoong thinks that once he pays off his debt, he can go back to that life. If only hojoong accepts that he will never be able to go back to that life even if he pays off his debt, I think Ricky might even help him with that
I don't think Hojung is even thinking about going back to his family anymore. I think this time he wants to take responsibility properly and not run away. He doesn't want anything to happen to Ricky, or to his son and his ex-wife.
Hojoong is so stubborn like he knows there’s no going back to his old life but he still seems to be clinging to it. How hard is it to say that you just need to pay of the debt and then you’ll go with Ricky