so basically to kinda sum up the last few chaps tho kinda brief considering all thats happened (and obviously everything below will be spoilers for those not caught up)
she can't bring herself to leave roger or see him go even if for his and her own good
they run away together to this holy area where the general public isnt allowed usually which contains a cabin that she and roger live in happily
while theyre in their little bubble tho she's been considered as a kidnapped bride and the prince n duke are going insane thinking she didn't go willingly
they eventually find out where she is, bring her back much to her dismay and in the process roger gets gravely injured by the prince which causes her much distress
the prince later tells her he is dead and she doesn't rlly know what to believe, the duke on the other hand feels some sort of remorse since he is somewhat aware he took away someone that made her happy
spoiler alert yet again but roger is not dead and he's been forming this elaborate plan to give her a sign that he is alive
during that time it is found out that she is pregnant and no, not with the child of the prince or the duke, it's rogers! so this baby inside her becomes her new resolve and will to live but also she continues to feel trapped in this life
she has given up on the ring and if it weren't for her pregnancy she would've continued to give up on life since the only other thing that kept her going was revenge on the prince (attempting to kill him) but even then that wasn't enough to truly give her a will to live
I PERSONALLYYY do not see an end to this anytime soon which I mean ig is good cause yayaya keep reading but NOOOO cause keep seeing her suffer with no solution in sight yet

im invested obviously like im still reading but GOD DAMN WHEN DOES IT EENNNDD
LIKE SERIOUSLY I THOUGHT THE RING WOULD BE IT BUT NOOO