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but honestly,, she must've gotten mentally fucked up from the shit she faced when she was younger or at least it didnt help. FL WAS WEIRD BRO, (gotta be stockholm syndrome atp) I WOULDVE LET MARIKA KILL ME IF I DIDNT JUS END IT MYSELF LMAO
It was a story about a modern day pharmacist or nurse or doctor in training (something medical) being tossed into a world where sex or anything indecent of the sort was basically extremely frowned upon because then you couldn't get healed by the (evil) saintess. The saintess basically belonged to the emperor and had sex with many people and refused to treat most people and usually only tended to the rich. FL is initially a background character whose name gets forgotten literally next day until the system decides she's worthy of a position other than mob (which then gets her insanely long hair that cant be cut lol). ML is a white haired mercenary type of guy who is bandaged up due to an illness that spreads and blisters on the skin (which FL is trying to heal with modern day medicine). In the story, the illness plays a plot as its claimed the people who have it have commit indecent deeds and are considered dirty and so its a whole thing of FL helping to undo that stigma as well. It's smut and full color.
if anyone knows what it is thatd be awesome ;thanks in advance cause i still cant find shiittt n its killin me lolol
Finally found out on a diff platform! It's called the Land of Abstinence if anyone else was curious
Is there anything where a villainess is backed up by her husband despite her bad attitude, (like without her doing a complete 180 personality wise like many villainess stories do), the ML, fiance, husband or whatever still loves her for her even with her malice
or maybe just any villain that has a loving supportive partner despite being a villain
its prob not a popular trope but figured id ask (￣∇￣")
im invested obviously like im still reading but GOD DAMN WHEN DOES IT EENNNDD
LIKE SERIOUSLY I THOUGHT THE RING WOULD BE IT BUT NOOO
Wait i havent read since her and roger like “reunited”? During that hunting thing What the heck did she get the ring??? Pls spoil EVERYTHING
so basically to kinda sum up the last few chaps tho kinda brief considering all thats happened (and obviously everything below will be spoilers for those not caught up)
she can't bring herself to leave roger or see him go even if for his and her own good
they run away together to this holy area where the general public isnt allowed usually which contains a cabin that she and roger live in happily
while theyre in their little bubble tho she's been considered as a kidnapped bride and the prince n duke are going insane thinking she didn't go willingly
they eventually find out where she is, bring her back much to her dismay and in the process roger gets gravely injured by the prince which causes her much distress
the prince later tells her he is dead and she doesn't rlly know what to believe, the duke on the other hand feels some sort of remorse since he is somewhat aware he took away someone that made her happy
spoiler alert yet again but roger is not dead and he's been forming this elaborate plan to give her a sign that he is alive
during that time it is found out that she is pregnant and no, not with the child of the prince or the duke, it's rogers! so this baby inside her becomes her new resolve and will to live but also she continues to feel trapped in this life
she has given up on the ring and if it weren't for her pregnancy she would've continued to give up on life since the only other thing that kept her going was revenge on the prince (attempting to kill him) but even then that wasn't enough to truly give her a will to live
I PERSONALLYYY do not see an end to this anytime soon which I mean ig is good cause yayaya keep reading but NOOOO cause keep seeing her suffer with no solution in sight yet