Same, my heart hurts for her. I can't imagine how she's going to escape or leave her current situation. There's no way he's falling in love with her throughout the pilgrimage plus everyone one is against her. Not even here servants would help her, I don't want her to marry that skeezball but her future looks bleak. If this just going to be angst all the way I might drop this.

Yall i dont know if im built for this, I cant bare the angst and all the pains shes going in the later chapters.