If i remember correctly from the spoilers ive read back then. (Maybe its true maybe not) He grew to "like" the ml cause of them fucking everyday as you can see , the mc and his servant went away but the ml catch them fast ... I forgot what happened to the servant ... But in the end they still got together
Heloo, so, let me explain! This is a stretched version that the author did before ( the original had like 8 chapters or so~) and in my opinion it was better before ( sometimes it's better to not explore peoples personality !) but he really liked the ml in the end ( it was like a St. Syndrome but the undeveloped story made it really cute and not angst) they're expanding the story now and HELL THEY CAN'T REFRAIN A FUCKING TIME OF PUTTING ANGST ON HISTORY MANGA?????? It was short, cute and perfect before but noooooooooo, they HAD to put it. Fucking hell ......

Shouldn’t he be happy that he’s getting married soon and they’re finally putting a stop to this “filthy relationship” as he said in his own words? It’s capital punishment for sodomy and the only reason he was complying was so he wouldn’t get ousted as having ordered aphrodisiac, so shouldn’t he be leaping from joy that he’ll be free soon? Shouldn’t he be prepping for the exams so he can get an auspicious post far away?
I know they’re not related at all but still, even he had a very strong aversion to this relationship in the first place