At this point I just want her to elope with the blond duke and be happy. If it was that easy.
It's really frustrating that most of the shit thats happening happens because of falsely made assumptions, naivety and zero communication.
I mean, poor guy had to go through so much traumatic shit but obviously that doesn't give him the right to treat her like that. And it also shows just how deep his insecurities and distrust in her ran. If he had actually trusted her he wouldn't have so readily believed that she abandoned him, without questioning or denying it at least once (if I remember correctly). And I mean I kind of get where it's coming from but idk I cant even properly put it into words - how fickle he must have thought her feelings for him were, when literally admitted knowing she loved him.
Also his freaking abusive and controlling behavior and then him wondering why she "doesn't get angry and tell me" so frustrating. Poor girl is so depressed she doesn't even remember her likes anymore. Being in a constant state of anxiety. Its really surprising that she's not suicidal yet. In the recent chapters it actually felt like she might attempt or sh at some point. Relieving the trauma of losing her parents added to everything else. She can't catch a break, really.
He's probably the male lead, even though I wish he wasn't so I hope that at least some of her hurt can be lifted in the next chapters or that they actually communicate properly about ANYTHING, without any form of violence.
At this point I just want her to elope with the blond duke and be happy. If it was that easy.
It's really frustrating that most of the shit thats happening happens because of falsely made assumptions, naivety and zero communication.
I mean, poor guy had to go through so much traumatic shit but obviously that doesn't give him the right to treat her like that. And it also shows just how deep his insecurities and distrust in her ran. If he had actually trusted her he wouldn't have so readily believed that she abandoned him, without questioning or denying it at least once (if I remember correctly). And I mean I kind of get where it's coming from but idk I cant even properly put it into words - how fickle he must have thought her feelings for him were, when literally admitted knowing she loved him.
Also his freaking abusive and controlling behavior and then him wondering why she "doesn't get angry and tell me" so frustrating. Poor girl is so depressed she doesn't even remember her likes anymore. Being in a constant state of anxiety. Its really surprising that she's not suicidal yet. In the recent chapters it actually felt like she might attempt or sh at some point. Relieving the trauma of losing her parents added to everything else. She can't catch a break, really.
He's probably the male lead, even though I wish he wasn't so I hope that at least some of her hurt can be lifted in the next chapters or that they actually communicate properly about ANYTHING, without any form of violence.