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12 chapters in and i already know this is gonna be a tuff read

991847466015 May 11, 2026 5:07 pm

tuff as in its gonna be so angst filled that im never gonna want to read angst ever again. im def gon have to read this is separate sittings my heart cant take 50+ chapters of straight angst its so depressing man. im gonna go read some jerk off comedy shit after this

my thoughts so far:
i js be thinking to myself "suicide is always an option" then im like "ok but thats the easy way out and lowk ml js edging her with that false hope. and i understand not being able to let go of someone youve loved for so long, i really do, and watching her hope that he could just revert back to how it used to be? oh gosh, heart broken. tears flowing.

and its so hard to read mc getting some semblance of hope then it being crushed almost immediately. its js really heartbreaking. like at that point id js give up tbh man. mc you better than me cuz i would have found some way to acquire a gun and kill myself in front of him (ml)

losing all hope is more merciful than being given false hope then getting it crushed immediately. but thats just my personal opinion.

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