beta
avoidant x anxious relationship + both of them have bpd traits + theyre both losers and mentally unwell and dependent on each other in ways that destroy each other and themselves + this is looking a lot like my relationships and im lowk crying
This is prob useless asf but like pls for the love of god LEAVE
anything that will pull at my heartstrings and get me intensely emotionally attached to the characters and/or get me really really invested in the plot / character / relationships
BL:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/never_understand/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ao_no_flag/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/dark_heaven/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hikaru_ga_shinda_natsu/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/saye/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/semantic_error/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/king_s_maker/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/banana_fish/
GL:
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/lass_2/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ring_my_bell/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/opium/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_guy_she_was_interested_in_wasn_t_a_guy_at_all/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/relationship_guidelines/
DAMNNNN TY I APPRECIATE IT
TYTYTY
this is a really heavy read as someone thinks like ines. i can properly articulate myself but js the way she keeps everyone at a distance and sees judges people based on how much of a threat they are to her peace. i dont think she even wants to live anymore, shes gone through so much hurt and it seems like shes just given up and only cares to stay as quiet and unassuming as possible to keep herself safe. and how she treats sex as a transactional thing to keep your partner happy is just, really fucking sad. like fuck. tell me you were repeatedly taken advantage of by your partner without telling me you were repeatedly taken advantage of by your partner, like shit dude. anyway, ill come back to this in like a month when i can stomach another 20 chapters.
It makes more sense later on js keep reading